Hi All. Over the last few days, I've been having some sort of strange spiritual awakening type of experience. My spiritual journey really began about 15 years ago. It comes in spurts. It's been very, very intense the last few days though. I've come across several informational videos that really hit me. Like really smacked me in the face and it all made sense. The way that manifestation and law of attraction rules get spun by so many trying to sell their programs never really resonated with me. I couldn't quite figure certain things out. Such as, what about people who get murdered by like a serial killer or something? Were they sitting there focusing their intentions on that? Highly unlikely. What about people in third world countries born into starvation with no realistic way out of it? Were they manifesting and attracting that to themselves? Again, highly unlikely. Fast forward to some videos that I've come across that made it alllllllllllllll make sense.
I've self reflected A LOT for some time now but very heavily the last few days. I would be in so much pain wondering why the only type of people that entered my life were those that needed help in some way and then once the help was received or they were all healed up, they would then exit my life. It would be so painful. But then, I realized after much reflection, that I ALONE created that reality for myself because for over a decade, I would always say to myself and others that my entire purpose for being here was to help people. All I wanted to do for a career and in life in general is help people. So guess what? I got exactly what my focus was on. Nothing but people in need of help, rescuing, healing. That's like literally it. I was unconsciously creating out of pure ignorance. Without understanding of how things actually work. Now that I know, I will be creating a completely different reality for myself.
I'm unsure where psychics fit in to this because I'm really unsure what they are reading. Are they only reading potentials of what COULD happen? Are there indeed events set in stone (yes there are) but which ones? As a friend of mine pointed out earlier today to me, when we get readings, which events are actually set in stone and which events can be changed via free will choice? I don't have the answer to that but it's a great question to ponder upon. So, when getting readings, just be cautious and aware of this.
Here's a link to one of the videos that I just finished a moment ago that REALLY put it all together for me. If anyone would like my personal list of videos that have helped me take my focus off of my situation, detach, release, and remember who I really am, you can either PM me or I'd be happy to post here.
I hope this will help someone out there. Love and blessings to everyone! Namaste
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cTJE0ONWP0
