Hi so I'm the one who was coerced into marrying my cousin. I don't know if I'll have to live with him, my mum says I won't. But basically I'm deciding whether to move out of my parents home. I'm 26, pre-diabetic, and I won't cut down my sugar, because I'm a perfectionist and I'm waiting till I get my own place and make my own food. Like if I try and cut out a food at home, depending on the food I get criticised, like if I don't want to eat roti.
My mum is great, but sometimes she really rubs me up the wrong way. And I'm upset and resentful over the fact they (along with tarot) made me get married. She still sometimes says things like "why don't you sleep with him" I don't want to. I used to get angry but now I'm used to it.
I've spoke to a therapist, around 2-3 different psychics and they all encourage me to move out. But there is ONE, probably my most TRUSTED one, who says no!! Reasons why I trust her:
-the way she talks and tests the answer out. I refuse to believe she's playing me, so how could her "testing" be wrong 😭. She's my safety net, when I don't know, she knows. She's here to help me. Stop me from making bad decisions. I've been to her more than any other psychic in my life.The reason she gave was "financial". I can afford 2 years rent without work, but I don't know if I could buy a house in the future if I use all my savings now. So maybe that's why? I just can't fathom her being wrong 😭. All my family and friends hate her, because she was a b**** to me (behind my back) when I had a mental breakdown. And also she even said "do you want a reading your energy popped up" when I didn't go to her for a long time. She has been accurate about things in the past. So I'm having a really hard time not believing her. And also my mum really does not want me to move out, always asks me where I'm going, who did I go with, don't talk to this person (usually a psychic or a therapist).
Sometimes, I think the best advice I've ever had hasn't been psychic.
Personally I'm giving myself a month to consider everything. Not rush into anything. But I'm just not really happy at home anymore. And I'm scared about my cousin situation.
I know this is very personal, hopefully no mean comments. Nice to get this off my chest.
I’m only worried about all this because I’m scared of going against a psychic!!!
