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Letting go, having faith and seeing what happens....
mystery123:
Indeed! I do still feel sad, I do cry, but it's more grieving of a loss than what I had before anxiety, restlessness, and disappointment. The sadness is in the moment with a knowing that God has some other better plans for me.
I am looking at it in this way now- for past two years, I have cried, prayed and done everything I could do but if still POI is not in my life then he is not meant to be. It's like when parents don't give you something that's not good for you -- you can beg, cry, throw a tantrum.. but they know what's best for you.. I am thinking the same applies to universe/God/higher power.
Someone somewhere up there can see the bigger picture. It's so hard sometimes to keep your faith especially when you don't see anything moving.. but I just feel better and more peaceful knowing that things will be okay one day.
I still like getting readings, but I won't do Keen or bitwine anymore..if a friend is offering one or maybe once or twice a year just a general reading because I have always enjoyed reading astrology books, palmistry, tarot..so it's a field which interests me but I am not gonna pine over a situation..that just doesn't fit well with me and I feel like I am not living just waiting for next month and then next..
Universal9:
Fantastically thought about post. I like how some of us have the power to let go, and see what happens. Having a high sense of self worth as well as knowing that you deserve the best life has to offer during these times is very important.
--- Quote from: candy1 on December 04, 2017, 12:42:47 AM ---I just looked at my keen account - I am three days shy of a month of no readings - I had 5 readings in November. Right now, I have no desire to read and feel good! Things with my POI (and reason for readings) are still - ongoing - or a work in progress, and I am ok with that. I have recently seen some predictions start coming around - one from Judi actually in particular. But I'm not holding to psychics predictions or timeframes anymore - things will happen as they're meant to.
I grew up with a strong Christian background, I have always believed that what is meant to be will be, but after years and years of abuse (starting in childhood) I struggle with not being in control of EVERYTHING. In October I did a New Moon ritual and did a journal and listed my wants/desires and in that I also stated peace and calm in my current situation - Letting go and letting God take over and no more need for psychics. Truthfully - I have always believed in God - but struggle with believing in myself and my own intuition.
I'm not really sure my point of the post - I'm hoping that maybe it will help others in finding their own peace... Maybe it won't? As I said I'm starting to,see things (predictions) starting to manifest - but instead of me needing more readings more validations - I don't want them... I want to see what God has in store for me and my POI instead.
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maroonlight:
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--- Quote from: sawthelight on December 04, 2017, 04:01:49 PM ---same here! I've gotten a few readings in the last month but overall I'm spending SOOO much less and treating myself to different things, clothing and shoes, manicures, etc..., and most importantly, saving!
I think as you realize more and more that the majority of stuff doesn't pan out, the temptation to get readings lessens more and more. For me, anyway. I felt so different about them in the beginning - I believed in them wholeheartedly. This forum has also helped me tremendously.
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I believe too, that many people have to go through the experience of seeing how many things don't pan out, especially with multiple readings, to recognize how there are waaaaay more bad readers than there are good ones. It's never an all or nothing. I'm not even saying to never get a reading again, because some of them do have a calming effect, that doesn't involve meditation which doesn't work. When people post, just stop getting readings, it's just so ineffective imo. It's better the person goes through it, in order to see for themselves.
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In all honesty, that's mostly all that readings are good for, to calm someone down, but it doesn't help if what they turn out to say never happens and then you're an even greater emotional wreck, but that's definitely why readings are so addicting because when you really think about it, you already know that the next reader you call will probably tell you the same thing as the last 5 readers (usually positive outcomes) and that calling will not change what happens.
HornetKick:
--- Quote from: maroonlight on December 12, 2017, 01:15:40 AM ---In all honesty, that's mostly all that readings are good for, to calm someone down, but it doesn't help if what they turn out to say never happens and then you're an even greater emotional wreck, but that's definitely why readings are so addicting because when you really think about it, you already know that the next reader you call will probably tell you the same thing as the last 5 readers (usually positive outcomes) and that calling will not change what happens.
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That's my point. If it doesn't help the caller to hear that everything is sunshine and rainbows through multiple readings, then at some point, the caller will take stock in that and realize the readers they are calling are not effective and decide to either stop calling or become more discerning. No one can keep doing something the same way and expect a different outcome. The choice becomes theirs to make and for them to decide what to do. You have to go through the falling down in order to learn to walk, as they say.
candy1:
Thanks everyone for your kind comments and support. Today I am 1 day shy of 40 days without any readings. And today I took a huge step and closed my keen account and am waiting for Kasamba to close my account too. Those are the only two I have consistently read on. I want to take hold of my life, my finances and fix the mess I made of them. I am putting my faith and trust back into God and just wanting to let things play out the way they are meant to. I kept debating on closing my accounts or not (wanting to be able to go back and read transcripts etc...) but I wasn't reading transcripts and it was far too tempting. I feel liberated :)
I may eventually close this account too, but for now I will check in and leave feedback where I can.
Good luck to all of you in your journey's - what ever that looks like!
Candy1
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