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candy1:
I just looked at my keen account - I am three days shy of a month of no readings - I had 5 readings in November.  Right now, I have no desire to read and feel good!  Things with my POI (and reason for readings) are still - ongoing - or a work in progress, and I am ok with that.  I have recently seen some predictions start coming around - one from Judi actually in particular.  But I'm not holding to psychics predictions or timeframes anymore - things will happen as they're meant to.

 I grew up with a strong Christian background, I have always believed that what is meant to be will be, but after years and years of abuse (starting in childhood) I struggle with not being in control of EVERYTHING.  In October I did a New Moon ritual and did a journal and listed my wants/desires and in that I also stated peace and calm in my current situation - Letting go and letting God take over and no more need for psychics.  Truthfully - I have always believed in God - but struggle with believing in myself and my own intuition. 

I'm not really sure my point of the post - I'm hoping that maybe it will help others in finding their own peace... Maybe it won't?  As I said I'm starting to,see things (predictions) starting to manifest - but  instead of me needing more readings more validations - I don't want them... I want to see what God has in store for me and my POI instead. 

candy1:

--- Quote from: Realist411 on December 04, 2017, 02:35:16 AM ---Congrats!

It's a hard habit to break, but you can do it. I'd not just keep us updated here, but talk to someone in real life and keep up the good work.

One day at a time.

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Thank you Realist! I feel good, I still go and look on keen - mostly read emails from some of the readers that email things I like to read.  I pulled myself out of lines for arranged calls and wasn't even remotely bothered by missing a call from a reader I waited for for months.  No one in my "real life" knows about how much I was getting readings.  So talking to them is not something I'm prepared to do... But I pray... I pray a lot - because that's what I believe.  I have no need, want or desire to read, that doesn't mean I am putting so much pressure on myself to say I will NEVER get a read again - but I don't want to right now.  And that feels great. 

What's meant to be will be and I am telling myself that everyday! As you said... One day at a time!

cosmogirl76:
Yaaaayyyy 15 days without a reading and feeling good! My bank account is much happier too lol ;-)

sawthelight:

--- Quote from: cosmogirl76 on December 04, 2017, 01:39:09 PM ---Yaaaayyyy 15 days without a reading and feeling good! My bank account is much happier too lol ;-)

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same here! I've gotten a few readings in the last month but overall I'm spending SOOO much less and treating myself to different things, clothing and shoes, manicures, etc..., and most importantly, saving!

I think as you realize more and more that the majority of stuff doesn't pan out, the temptation to get readings lessens more and more.  For me, anyway.  I felt so different about them in the beginning - I believed in them wholeheartedly.   This forum has also helped me tremendously.

HornetKick:

--- Quote from: sawthelight on December 04, 2017, 04:01:49 PM ---same here! I've gotten a few readings in the last month but overall I'm spending SOOO much less and treating myself to different things, clothing and shoes, manicures, etc..., and most importantly, saving!

I think as you realize more and more that the majority of stuff doesn't pan out, the temptation to get readings lessens more and more.  For me, anyway.  I felt so different about them in the beginning - I believed in them wholeheartedly.   This forum has also helped me tremendously.

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I believe too, that many people have to go through the experience of seeing how many things don't pan out, especially with multiple readings, to recognize how there are waaaaay more bad readers than there are good ones. It's never an all or nothing. I'm not even saying to never get a reading again, because some of them do have a calming effect, that doesn't involve meditation which doesn't work. When people post, just stop getting readings, it's just so ineffective imo. It's better the person goes through it, in order to see for themselves.

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