This post put me to tears lola...
First off let me start by thanking all of you on here who has been through it with me, listened to me complain and has really stuck by me throughout this hard time. As you all know my ex guy got a girl pregnant, I found out in jan and Ive been heartbroken and distraught ever since. I battle each day with this and I am getting better. So many changes. Having someone rip out your being and watch him have this bond with someone else is a difficult thing to deal with. Ive learned that I am stronger than Ive led myself to believe..smarter than I think and more loyal than I couldve ever imagined.
Seha predicted some face to face contacts that happened. Abrielle predicted some contacts that happened as well as Winter.
I have so many fav's and I actually feel like Ive become friends with some psychics as well. (I will post my favs soon)
Im so greatful for many of the people on this forum who has become really some great people in my life..and Im so greatful for them. (you know who you ladies are)
I think about what Ive been through these past few months and how Ive made it..how this even has broken me into pieces but slowly but surely I keep putting those pieces back together. Im sure my destiny wont happen overnight but Im starting to think that happiness always has been inside of me.
All I can say is that however this turns out I am going to survive this. I am amazing, beautiful, smart and have so much going for myself..even though this has broken my confidence I truly believe that I am that gift in his life...and sooner or later, whether it is too late or not..there is no doubt in my mind that he will see it, know it, and regret it. Just remember when you hurt the" right" person, you’ll be" wrong" all your life.
And also..you find happiness when you stop looking for it in someone else...happiness has and always will start from within...people take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they’re not on your road doesn’t mean they’ve gotten lost...don't give up..eventually you will find it. God is always on time! My time will come, in the meantime though...Im glad I have some new people in my life to help me pass the time and go through the summer happy and feeling alive again. Im finding that light inside of me again. And Im smiling more.
My story has only started...tbc