Misty,
Yes, Kisha has been the most accurate for me (I know that this doesn't mean she will work for everyone). I told her today that I need to get a promotion so that I can keep calling her! Haha. The good thing about having established a connection with her is that we just go off and running with the readings. She knows who I am and knows all the details. She's super quick too and never tries to keep me on the phone. I think she has a real gift, even if she isn't 100% accurate (I don't think anyone is). I also like that she's honest with what she sees. I've been reading with her for almost a year, and I can say she has never waivered. I've had other men show interest in me during this whole time, and she has told me that they're all bad news or just not good for me. She has even told me that she knows I wouldn't give them a shot because of how I feel about my SM. This always surprises me because she maintains that he's not the one. I think if she's honest with me about that, she'll be honest about anything.
Unfortunately, SE, Kisha, and Cookie all said that communication would be off and on until February. Honestly, this is what he has been doing since we split up in May, so I'm not at all surprised. He doesn't know what he wants. He wants me, but he doesn't because of law school. I know this in my heart. I don't need these readers to tell me... but part of me just needs them to confirm it.
I am so tempted to call William again because he was right about my work situation. He said we'd be back together in December. Raven said it would happen before the end of the year. And she GUARANTEED he'd meet my children.
The holidays are so difficult and my SM's birthday is in January. These are the days I want to spend with him. It kills me that he doesn't want to spend them with me. It also hurts that every time I try to pull away, he knows he can come right back with minimal effort. I asked Raven the other day if my SM is just a malicious jerk who is out to hurt me. She said that of course he's not because I wouldn't feel the way I do if he was. I don't know, though. Sometimes he just seems to have such a lack of concern for my feelings.