I met someone this fall, and we started seeing each other. I really felt a deep connection with this person, and I truly saw something long-term. A lot of things happened, including many things in his life, and I don’t really want to go into too many details. Then he went to stay with his family for the holidays. We didn’t see each other for quite a while. Toward the end, I started to feel him becoming distant, and eventually he ghosted me. I didn’t hear from him for a week and a half.
I was really hurt. I felt absolutely awful. I fell into a deep depression, trying to understand why, what had happened, what went wrong. Eventually, I decided to call him from a private number just to finally get an answer. We were able to talk on the phone. He apologized for his behavior, for ghosting me. But he told me that he had decided to move back and live elsewhere, in another province (hometown) close to his family and friends, because he feels happier there.
I’ve spent a lot of money recently on psychic readings, trying to understand what was happening and whether he would come back or contact me again. But no one—no one—saw this coming. Some told me it was due to external factors and that everything was very unclear, others said he wasn’t ready or whatever, but no one saw this. No one.
I’ve tried rereading my readings with Yona a million times to try to understand. I’m still trying to understand. I’m not sure if they’re really talking about him, if he’s going to come back or not. I’m extremely confused. I don’t understand anything. Someone even told me they would be very surprised if he came back.
I feel so broken. My whole life, I’ve been rejected by every guy. I’ve been single for so long, but I truly felt something with this person. And now the circumstances make it so that it just won’t work. I feel so stupid for having spent all my money, because now I have no money left. I’m poor, I can’t spend anything anymore. All of this for shitty psychic readings that no one saw coming.
