@Loops
I called her today. Not sure what to think but she couldnt pick anything of present. Just said in next 3 months I will be in committed relation with him which I think is totally wrong and wouldnt be possible. Regarding my divorce she said she feels it should be finalized in Sep which I think is a good possibility
. Just said that she sees a very committed relation between me and my SM in future, not sure what to think, its 9 months now but he never contacted me

and I still miss him, Badly !!