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maggs30:
--- Quote from: Luckystar on January 11, 2020, 07:17:56 AM ---Sorry to hear this ..i hope you can work it out.
I looked at your posts and saw that you wrote this about Zadalia:
"She was definitely not fairy tale for me either. While she said she sees he genuinely cares about me she also said he is so obsessed with the career aspect of his life that he allows it to affect us. Which is 100% true. She doesn't really like my guy because she thinks he isn't putting in enough effort."
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Yes Zadalia said this but the aspect she missed was the work aspect of his life is 100% selfless in that he is doing all this to provide a stable home for his daughter. She told me feelings wise he is 100% just not action wise in the relationship. I get him, I understand him, and he knows it. Very few people would still be with him after 8 months of the moods and emotions that often consume him. He can tell you exact words from every conversation we have ever had that I have said. He knows me better at times than I know myself. Its a devastating blow to my heart I am in no way mad at him. I'm crushed. He's my forever. In his words we just fit together in every way. Every time I fell asleep in his arms I would startle awake feeling like I was going to vomit. Sorry I'm just not even venting I'm breaking I'm dying I'm lost. If there was something either of us had done or said wrong or bad it would be easier but we were literally busy with little communication at times but happy. My anxiety was high because of circumstances but I love him.
dasaninot:
--- Quote from: maggs30 on January 11, 2020, 10:09:35 AM ---
--- Quote from: Luckystar on January 11, 2020, 07:17:56 AM ---Sorry to hear this ..i hope you can work it out.
I looked at your posts and saw that you wrote this about Zadalia:
"She was definitely not fairy tale for me either. While she said she sees he genuinely cares about me she also said he is so obsessed with the career aspect of his life that he allows it to affect us. Which is 100% true. She doesn't really like my guy because she thinks he isn't putting in enough effort."
--- End quote ---
Yes Zadalia said this but the aspect she missed was the work aspect of his life is 100% selfless in that he is doing all this to provide a stable home for his daughter. She told me feelings wise he is 100% just not action wise in the relationship. I get him, I understand him, and he knows it. Very few people would still be with him after 8 months of the moods and emotions that often consume him. He can tell you exact words from every conversation we have ever had that I have said. He knows me better at times than I know myself. Its a devastating blow to my heart I am in no way mad at him. I'm crushed. He's my forever. In his words we just fit together in every way. Every time I fell asleep in his arms I would startle awake feeling like I was going to vomit. Sorry I'm just not even venting I'm breaking I'm dying I'm lost. If there was something either of us had done or said wrong or bad it would be easier but we were literally busy with little communication at times but happy. My anxiety was high because of circumstances but I love him.
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Maggs30, my heart breaks for you after reading your updates--even though I haven't known your story for long and just joined a few months ago. Please, if you want to just reach out to someone anonymous and talk and vent, you can hit me up anytime. I will listen.
dollhousewelcome:
I keep going back to Barbara, I like her. There were some things that didn't pan out that she predicted (me having a love life from Oct 2019 till Dec 2019), which didn't happen, but other things came to friction.
I always make sure to write down what she says, she kept mentioning Atlanta, Georgia, and sure enough, my dad's girlfriend is from Atlanta. Keep in mind this reading was supposed to be about my love life. It's like she picks up random things, at times when you ask her about a different subject.
She said that I would meet a Scorpio and Gemini, and I did!
maggs30:
--- Quote from: maggs30 on January 11, 2020, 10:09:35 AM ---
--- Quote from: Luckystar on January 11, 2020, 07:17:56 AM ---Sorry to hear this ..i hope you can work it out.
I looked at your posts and saw that you wrote this about Zadalia:
"She was definitely not fairy tale for me either. While she said she sees he genuinely cares about me she also said he is so obsessed with the career aspect of his life that he allows it to affect us. Which is 100% true. She doesn't really like my guy because she thinks he isn't putting in enough effort."
--- End quote ---
Yes Zadalia said this but the aspect she missed was the work aspect of his life is 100% selfless in that he is doing all this to provide a stable home for his daughter. She told me feelings wise he is 100% just not action wise in the relationship. I get him, I understand him, and he knows it. Very few people would still be with him after 8 months of the moods and emotions that often consume him. He can tell you exact words from every conversation we have ever had that I have said. He knows me better at times than I know myself. Its a devastating blow to my heart I am in no way mad at him. I'm crushed. He's my forever. In his words we just fit together in every way. Every time I fell asleep in his arms I would startle awake feeling like I was going to vomit. Sorry I'm just not even venting I'm breaking I'm dying I'm lost. If there was something either of us had done or said wrong or bad it would be easier but we were literally busy with little communication at times but happy. My anxiety was high because of circumstances but I love him.
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So quick update he called me last night to come see him before he goes for his drug test. I spent 10 hours with him and he spent some of that singing its so hard to say goodbye to me. He told me he will be leaving in about a week and now they are telling him Colorado or Wyoming! I told him the Colorado mountains are beautiful so he looked up pictures and proceeded to enlarge each one that had wedding venues or couples getting married in the mountains telling me how pretty it is. Sparkle hold on girl cause several have told me marriage and he hasn't asked yet but he's pointing out weddings LOL. I'm in a better stronger position now. He talked about the future and I was in everything he talked about. He put me there talking about when he comes back. I can tell you this is going to be really hard bit damn it WHEN we make it through this not a single thing can rip us apart.
beachgal214:
Got the chills reading that!! Good for you girl1!!
Good things are happening!!!! <3
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