Yeah I think my whole life is being delayed lmfao and its making depressed that I am wanting to have a reading and I haven't had one in a month and haven't binged since September 2019. I am feeling very anxious. My tax return in delayed, I filed in Jan still haven't received it, I was going to use that to get an apartment and pay off my CC. Now, I can't do that so instead, I have to work extra hours at my second job to get the money for down payment for an apartment so now won't be moving till June. I am also afraid to move right now due to how the economy is looking.
I took a test in September in order to get a promotion at work the scores didn't come out till last week. I got contacted by HR last week to send my resume to them. They have to send a canvass letter to everyone on the civil service list depending on how many people apply depends on whether or not I get the promotion. Since a lot of people are getting laid off in NYC I am assuming that my job will be low on funds so there may be a delay in promoting people in general.
I feel like things with POI are even more delayed. I feel communication is lacking more than usual also since he lives three hours away I am seeing him less since people are doing social distancing. I have already made up my mind that I am giving this till June 1 if nothing changes I will be dropping me, I have a text written already when that day comes it will be sent.
I had a girls trip planned in July , Yona has been talking about this trip since 2018 and I am now thinking it may not be happening so she could be talking about something else, but yet she said it will happen in July and I will be planning it with friends and that it will be something that I am looking forward to which is all true. I am the event coordinator and I have been planning this trip since the summer.
Yona also said I will be meeting someone new she said it will most likely be at school then work. My classes are officially online for the whole spring semester maybe summer semester we will go back to going to campus but who knows.