So like 1/2 an hour after I posted that I was done with keen, I went to go cancel my keen account, and noticed that my only go-to was on chat. So against my better judgement, i chatted with her, spending 110$. Not a whole lot came out of it, and i hated myself afterwards. SO i sent them a note telling them to refund the remainder of my balance and close my account. I haven't gotten the response from them yet, but once they do i am going to go to my router settings and ban the website.
So while I hate myself for going back, I am proud of myself for closing my account.
baby steps....