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The Fidget Chronicles
username1111:
--- Quote from: Fidget1028 on October 07, 2019, 12:47:24 PM ---The Fidget Chronicles - The Week from Hell and My Weird LOA Moment
I'm on the fence about LOA. I don't think I could ever be successful with it anyway, because I can't seem to give something I want to the universe and let it go. I obsess over it. I chew it up like gum, stick it somewhere until I want to chew it some more and pull it back out. I'm not patient and I don't trust something I can't see to take care of things for me. I'm a control freak. It's definitely one of my shortcomings.
So last week SUCKED. I didn't get the job I really wanted. To make it worse, I was the lead candidate until my boss heard about it and snatched it out from under me. It was political and there was nothing I could do. It was an injustice. I felt betrayed by more than a few people, but mainly the manager that I trusted with my career development. I had a few people who were there for me and I'm pulling myself together. At the same time, my POI showed up on social media and there were pics of him doing things that I still wish we could be doing together. It was pretty emotional.
So, during all this turmoil, I asked myself what I wanted. It's funny, but I'm pretty easy to please and don't "need" a lot. I distinctly said to myself "if I just could put an extra $1000 in savings, I would feel a lot better". I know, it's not a lot, but like I said, I really don't need it, but if I wanted something, more money would be it. I laughed to myself and went about my day.
Thursday, I reminded my ex husband via text that he owes me for our son's aftercare (about $100). I have to "remind" him because he'll stall whenever it comes to chipping in money. So I saw him Thursday night and he handed me an envelope with the check. Friday night I open it so I can make a deposit and there were 2 checks. One for aftercare and a separate check for $1000!!!!! Exactly $1000!! He said to put it towards our daughter's college expenses. This was after he already gave me money for that a couple of months ago. It was completely unsolicited and is now in savings for the loan payments that I make for her tuition. So there's that. There might be something to this whole LOA thing. I just have to ask for something like it's a big joke before it actually works for me. LOL
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The universe is a weird place and surely has a sense of humor! whenever things like that happen I am always smiling :)
Fidget1028:
--- Quote from: username1111 on October 07, 2019, 03:11:40 PM ---
--- Quote from: Fidget1028 on October 07, 2019, 12:47:24 PM ---The Fidget Chronicles - The Week from Hell and My Weird LOA Moment
I'm on the fence about LOA. I don't think I could ever be successful with it anyway, because I can't seem to give something I want to the universe and let it go. I obsess over it. I chew it up like gum, stick it somewhere until I want to chew it some more and pull it back out. I'm not patient and I don't trust something I can't see to take care of things for me. I'm a control freak. It's definitely one of my shortcomings.
So last week SUCKED. I didn't get the job I really wanted. To make it worse, I was the lead candidate until my boss heard about it and snatched it out from under me. It was political and there was nothing I could do. It was an injustice. I felt betrayed by more than a few people, but mainly the manager that I trusted with my career development. I had a few people who were there for me and I'm pulling myself together. At the same time, my POI showed up on social media and there were pics of him doing things that I still wish we could be doing together. It was pretty emotional.
So, during all this turmoil, I asked myself what I wanted. It's funny, but I'm pretty easy to please and don't "need" a lot. I distinctly said to myself "if I just could put an extra $1000 in savings, I would feel a lot better". I know, it's not a lot, but like I said, I really don't need it, but if I wanted something, more money would be it. I laughed to myself and went about my day.
Thursday, I reminded my ex husband via text that he owes me for our son's aftercare (about $100). I have to "remind" him because he'll stall whenever it comes to chipping in money. So I saw him Thursday night and he handed me an envelope with the check. Friday night I open it so I can make a deposit and there were 2 checks. One for aftercare and a separate check for $1000!!!!! Exactly $1000!! He said to put it towards our daughter's college expenses. This was after he already gave me money for that a couple of months ago. It was completely unsolicited and is now in savings for the loan payments that I make for her tuition. So there's that. There might be something to this whole LOA thing. I just have to ask for something like it's a big joke before it actually works for me. LOL
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The universe is a weird place and surely has a sense of humor! whenever things like that happen I am always smiling :)
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I just give thanks and don't ask questions. Lol
Fidget1028:
Holy moley. I feel like I'm getting spanked with predictions over the last few weeks (primarily Yona with a sprinkle of Leanne mixed in). I know Yona can come off as cryptic and vague sometimes, but when things start happening, boy, do those puzzle pieces fit.
Yona reading in July:
angled tower: 2-3 months expect the unexpected, I can deal with it. I'm getting pissed off with people, let down by behaviors, not devastated, but the lighter side of annoying. Not holding a grudge, but setting boundaries, 1 family related and 1 work related - HOLY HELL DID THIS HAPPEN!
Celebration with eating and drinking - reluctant to go, I'm meant to go, catalyst for change, lead to something - YES. IT LEAD TO ONE OF THE TOWERS, BUT HAS POTENTIAL TO TURN AROUND IN THE NOT DISTANT FUTURE POSSIBLY AND IN MY FAVOR.
Communication with someone from a team (colleague), crossing of paths, curious and adding to choices - YES, WORK RELATED, THIS PERSON MAY PLAY A ROLE IN A FUTURE POSITION.
Playing with ideas in a creative sense, putting together ideas, not stupid, not daydreaming, will be implementing, not financially ready YET, but will be later - I THINK THIS IS MY HOME RENOVATIONS THAT I JUST GOT A LOAN FOR.
Unexpected communication at home, grabs my attention, sign that things are changing, blown hair/light eyes, new approach, rational negotiations, not romantic, practical but weighted in their favor, learned from the past experience, small triumph - YES, AND WORK RELATED. NOT A GOOD COMMUNICATION, BUT A LOT OF POSITIVE THINGS COULD ROLL IN THE FUTURE BECAUSE OF IT. SHE SAW THIS AS A MAN, BUT IT WAS ACTUALLY AN ALPHA WOMAN.
The major romantic prediction hasn't happened yet and I won't give a spoiler. It wasn't sunshine and rainbows, but it was something that I want regardless. If these happened and were amazingly accurate, I have no doubt that it will happen. Yes, the timeline for these was 2-3 months from early July and they all happened. The romantic one is due before the end of the year. So far, Yona got everything so far! I didn't even realize it until I pulled out the reading after I put it aside. And for the record, Leanne did get a few of these as well. Leanne also got a huge fight with a woman from work (Yona didn't get that specific, but it was a part of the predictions above). The woman turn out to be my manager and the poop hit the fan.
Star_01:
Hope all continues to go well for you.
Fidget1028:
--- Quote from: Star_01 on October 10, 2019, 05:16:02 PM ---Hope all continues to go well for you.
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Thanks Star. It wasn't a fabulous couple of weeks, but Yona sure called it. I'm hoping my angled tower is done already.
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