Well my meds are finally ready so I’m starting my new treatment plan. Points for Cookie.
My mental health, sleep and anxiety are total 💩 so...points Cookie?
I am trying (I mean really trying y’all to heal and move forward, not just from my ex but from my overall depression I’m feeling) so Yona saw that.
I am totally hating my job right now. That could be my overall mental state, I’m not sure. I.just.dont .care. Kisha saw an opportunity for advancement and a pay raise in a 1 and a 7 so she felt July. There has been so much shit (restructuri ng) going on at this company right after I got hired I don’t see this happening but I’ll give her the month.
She and Kira also saw me experiencin g positive stress and growth at work...uh not yet. Maybe initially. Yona said the same. Maybe later on.
Right now I’m very disillusion ed with everyone except to a tiny degree Yona and Cookie and I know what them whatever they are seeing can be something totally off or different than what I think.
I have also been eating like a cow and my weight continues to fluctuate (Cookie, hey girl!).
At this point I’m a mixture of depression, anxiety, sleep issues and stuffing my face. Oh joy. And we are only two days into July. <—-Come to think of it, literally after posting this, Cookie described this as my summer and Kira warned this could be my summer. I guess I’m on track. Alrighty then. Moving right along. 🤷🏻♀️