Something else I want to give Kira credit for.
She told me that me working again would be a huge confidence builder, I would experience positive stress and I would be “competing” against myself. This is all true. Especially the competition part. I realized it a couple of days prior when I looked at something I was doing and realized that everyday I was pushing and exceeding the goals I set and I was basically trying to beat myself every time. Forget everyone else, it’s about me vs me.
This may seem general or inconsequential to some of ya’ll but if you knew how the last two years of my life went (unemployed, on crazy meds regiments, lacking confidence and sick) you would know why this is actually a huge validation/prediction for me. I haven’t shared my health issues with any of my readers, only Cookie has slightly picked up on it and Yona. And at the time of Yona’s reading she didn’t know that in the two months prior I had been hospitalized 3 times, once for something super bad which actually helped kickstart my emotional healing.
Anyway, I know she sucked for a lot of ya’ll but she has been good to great for me. I’m still taking a break from her though!