I think deep down we know the answers...h aving to get a psychic reading on the first guy should have been my first clue something was wrong. Having to get 2+ years of readings on him, well...that speaks for itself lol.
I enjoy getting a reading here and there too, but I'm SOO much better than I was.
the hardest part for me (in giving up readings the way I used to get them) was to find something else to occupy my time lol! I was so used to the habit of "hmmm I'm bored and overthinkin g a dead end situation, let me hop on bitwine and see what a reader tells me"..it was bad! I had to reroute my thoughts and find something better to do with my time and money lol.
THIS ^^ yessss.... sometimes I find myself getting readings in the middle of the night and my partner is asleep right next to me, hugging me lol it's that overthinkin
g and not being accustomed to things not going smoothly in life that finds me trying to "check on the future", is this the addiction? Idk, it's like a coping mechanism of sorts, like, "lemme just make sure everything is going well" and well, when the 💩 hits the fan, I burn down my holy grails's lines 😂😂😂 the MVPs gets called out 🤣🤣🤣🤣