I have lost all faith in psychics and readings. Bit wine. All told me my ex would talk to me, be happy to see me, etc. I was brave and went, saw my ex's mom, and my former dance teacher. No one was happy to see me. Everyone stared at me and whispering. I saw my ex dance on stage but not off stage. He did not talk to me. I ended up crying and leaving after like an hour.
I'm sorry this happened. I think the issue is you read with a lot on Bitwine. 99% are frauds. You should've read with others we've mentioned. They would've cost less overall, and would've given you far more accurate (real) predictions
. I think another issue is, (And it's okay! We all have things that we're not perfect with!) that your mindset is very doom-and-gloom. I can't imagine that NOBODY was happy to see you. I feel that you probably see someone look at you and then look away and assume it to mean the worst, and are probably quick to assume, "they hate me. ****". But you can't think like that. Just as if an advisor chooses not to respond to a message (many don't.), or won't pick up the first time you "call", you shouldn't default to "they hate me. They're ignoring me". They're probably busy. I think one thing you really need to work on is getting out of that mindset that the world is out to get you, or that everyone hates you, based upon the tiniest action which could occur due to a myriad of reasons. The fact that he didn't talk to you shouldn't give any negative connotation
. Maybe he was busy? Maybe the feelings are there, maybe they aren't, but you cannot live with this "woe is me, everyone hates me" mindset. It's going to destroy you:( And it's very black and white thinking. It's a very warped perspective and I think at this time you should work on getting out of that frame of mind. Because honestly? Despite any situation, you ARE worth it, and you ARE an amazing individual with a LOT to offer. Hold onto that:) And if you don't feel like calling or talking to psychics, maybe that's a good choice! It can be addicting, and can be harmful. Especially with 99% of them out there being frauds. Take this time to work on yourself, and boost your self esteem and get away from that negative and unhealthy mindset of "everyone hates me". Because I can guarentee you they dont:) Best of luck, Uni! <3