Ok, so here we go. Sorry if it's a novel. I had to roll everything around for a while. LOL
Background: So I haven't had any real conversatio
n with my POI other than the obligatory "Happy Holidays" texts which I initiated. Randomly last week, my stepdaughte
r from my previous marriage (who is an adult and not living at home) calls me to say that my POI called her. She didn't know it was him since she never put him in her contacts. She ignored the call and he left a voicemail. She listened to the voicemail and still didn't connect that it was him. The voicemail said he was looking for his son who has been MIA for a few days and to call him back. My stepdaughte
r works for a non-profit kids organizatio
n, so she still thought it was a parent of one of her kids. She calls back only to then realize it was him. She's not happy with him since he hurt me when we broke up and she was the one who introduced us. She calls me to tell me about the conversatio
n which she described as "awkward" but cordial because "she" chose to be friendly. Regardless, he didn't ask about me, but just the family in general, and ended the conversatio
n with "if you ever need anything, you know you can call me." She told me "like I would ever call him, the jerk."
So, back in November, Kira told me that I would get communicati
on in a "1". She thought it was mid to late January. She couldn't see contact though, so that confused me. I emailed her about that and she said spirit must have said communicati
on, but "she" couldn't "see" the contact...l
ike the how or the who, or the what around it. After this little incident with my stepdaughte
r, I was DYING to know if this was the contact. So yeah, I broke my psychic sobriety and called her. So here's the summary of what she said:
1) When I asked whether this was the contact she saw she told me that that's not how it works. She tells me what she is told and we kind of see what happens. She asked me if she told me I would get a phone call or a text. I reminded her that she saw communicati
on, but not the "contact". She thought that was hilarious because as she said her guide just told her "this is divine interventio
n". She said spirit said that I had a question that needed answering and that the divine interventio
n occurred to answer my question. I actually did have a question. I wanted to know if the problems with my POI's son (his addiction) was under control. I had noticed that the kid was social media silent for a couple of weeks. So yeah, that was answered since he is MIA, which can't mean anything good. She also said that it was too much to be a coincidence that he called the wrong person, who happened to be my stepdaughte
r, who also happeded to be the one who introduced us, and that neither one of them knew who they were talking to at first. Had my stepdaughte
r known it was him from the beginning, she would have never called him back. That she confirmed to me.
2) Kira said she expects there to be more communicati
on in a "2". She said it could be 2 weeks, February, or 2 months.
3) She said that she actually does SEE us having a "face to face" conversatio
n, but she can't get the timing on that.
4) She said she sees us being "friends" by June. I told her I can't be friends with him. She said "friends" meaning we will come to a mutual agreement on the situation - not like hanging out like friends.
5) The guides are telling me to calm my ass down and let the anger go. That he is feeling the anger on a spiritual level. He knows he is wrong and doesn't know what to say or how to say it or even if he "should" say anything. The more I let the anger go, the faster things will progress. She told me to try as hard as I can to put him out of my mind. Stop social media stalking. Meditate. Occupy my time with good healthy things. I have been pissed since this occurrence with my stepdaughte
r. Like why can he talk to her and not me. I know, it's stupid, but that's how my emotions go. Her guides also are telling me to not overthink these little occurrences
. Instead of over analyzing them and stressing, I should take it as a sign and be happy to know that the universe is working on things.
6) Lastly, she said he is definitely not with someone else. I didn't ask this question, but she said she was remote viewing and nope, no one there. She said "you already know this, so stop second guessing yourself". I never thought he was with someone else, at least not seriously, but Lady P kept telling me that he is, so who knows.
As a side note, Kisha said he would be more available in March and committed in Sept. That actually could align. Zadalia and Lady P did say that we will be back together, like "he isn't going anywhere, you already know that. If anything, it will be you making the choice". So again, we'll see.
Kira did explain that she uses automatic writing from spirit, various "clairs", and remote viewing. She made a point of telling me that she reads fresh each time (which I believe because she asked me a few times what was said last time) and doesn't take notes or review the previous chat. She also didn't give me any long-term outcome. Her predictions for me didn't go past 4 months (which I honestly prefer).
There you have it. I'm letting it go (again) and going back to meditation until something happens/progresses. I think this actually has reached the point of entertainme
nt. Guess I'm no longer the "Queen of Nothing Manifesting" after all.
