Break for September

[Lady_C]

OK so no laughing, ok? I started a daily meditation thing my go to reader does (yup, the same one who refuses to read for peopl more than once in 3 months) to get your sh*t together and stop depending on readings. I figured a month of daily meditations cost less than half a reading, give it a try, so I am. Really helped today, will see how it goes 

16 days readings-free and I canceled my September reading with Yona F that I booked months ago AND canceled my October reading with my go to - she was so proud of me! Havent even been here on forum for over a week. Her prediction for September panned out, but it feels like it just doesnt matter - weird huh?! I kid her that she didn't see I was gonna give up readings in September. Sounding like a smug-ass I kno, but my life feels different in a good way. Hope it lasts, good to hear you guys are doing good also 

That is some awesome will power! Super awesome!!!

I am doing an awesome job not cyberstalki ng my ex via social media! The calling psychics ... not so well... it feels like a different kind of denial.

I named my my addicted self “Galord” ... a green eyed love addicted psychic calling monster... that I sometime let take over, but I also sometimes say no to. Sigh

I love that you have a name for your addicted self. Not will power, not even a little bit. I wish I could take credit but I just turn up every morning, do the meditation and just lost interest in readings... just gone...weir d

28 days readings-free!! No interest in getting a reading AND I had a prediction come true in sept, that would usually have me running to a pile of new readings. I cannot believe this 

Well done!! Keep it up!!

[Lady_C]

I ended up succumbing to having two readings, both were negative but also gave me the closure I needed. Overall I had a good month which was mostly free from readings and definitely not binging. If you followed my other threads you will see how serious I am about kicking the habit, I deleted my old transcripts and emailed Bitwine's customer service to disable my account with them.

Any future readings will be infrequentl y done and most likely general readings If the urge gets the better of me. I'm so glad I have a better handle on things, it's like a weight lifted off my shoulder.

[Lady_C]

Bump!!

How is everyone doing? Are we all still keeping on track with our reading free lifestyle? I'm keeping myself busy and pre-occupied. No new readings at the moment and I feel good about it!!

[Dreamer23]

Cancelled my keen account 2 weeks ago. I had the urge to go back but I haven't done so. I think cancelling it was a good idea because it's harder to reinstall it and whenever I want to do that, I end up talking myself out of it.

I hope to keep going this way and not go back on keen as it is such a waste of money.

[Sparkle002]

Cancelled my keen account 2 weeks ago. I had the urge to go back but I haven't done so. I think cancelling it was a good idea because it's harder to reinstall it and whenever I want to do that, I end up talking myself out of it.

I hope to keep going this way and not go back on keen as it is such a waste of money.

I did this too - 2 weeks ago as well!

[Hillcam]

I had been doing very well this month but I had three readings in the past two days. 

Now I’m trying to get myself back on track!

[scarlora]

I had 2 last month and just 1 this month with Mattie.   

[Dreamer23]

Cancelled my keen account 2 weeks ago. I had the urge to go back but I haven't done so. I think cancelling it was a good idea because it's harder to reinstall it and whenever I want to do that, I end up talking myself out of it.

I hope to keep going this way and not go back on keen as it is such a waste of money.

I did this too - 2 weeks ago as well!

Awesome!!

[sawthelight]

Even though I have gotten some readings, I am so proud of myself..was just on bitwine and about to get a reading..an d I started the chat..the reader kind of rubbed me the wrong way because she seemed greedy , but I was going to go ahead and get the reading anyway (I had used her once before and she was pretty good), but I changed my mind and clicked out..instea d, went on Ulta and bought myself some make up I have been eyeing for a while 

Maybe not much, but baby steps LOL

As I was going to put the Paypal payment thru, I said to myself, what am I getting this reading for?? It's like a habit at this point, I swear!

[Lady_C]

Even though I have gotten some readings, I am so proud of myself..was just on bitwine and about to get a reading..an d I started the chat..the reader kind of rubbed me the wrong way because she seemed greedy , but I was going to go ahead and get the reading anyway (I had used her once before and she was pretty good), but I changed my mind and clicked out..instea d, went on Ulta and bought myself some make up I have been eyeing for a while 

Maybe not much, but baby steps LOL

As I was going to put the Paypal payment thru, I said to myself, what am I getting this reading for?? It's like a habit at this point, I swear!

Well done!! In respect to Bitwine I can relate. I had my account re-activated just to flick through the old transcripts . I don't know why I did this but I felt a sense of apathy towards what I read. I was so tempted to go ahead with a reading but talked myself out of it. I think it was because the person who I had my last reading with was online so  it would have been an opportunist ic move rather than craving answers.

I'm about to de-activate my account again because my emotional state is passive and distant. Maybe I feel this way because I am keeping myself busy but it's helping to curb this awful habit and to forget about my ex.

I don't think there is a way to delete old transcripts on Bitwine? I've looked but can't see a solution. I would love to delete them along with de-activating my account again.

[sawthelight]

Even though I have gotten some readings, I am so proud of myself..was just on bitwine and about to get a reading..an d I started the chat..the reader kind of rubbed me the wrong way because she seemed greedy , but I was going to go ahead and get the reading anyway (I had used her once before and she was pretty good), but I changed my mind and clicked out..instea d, went on Ulta and bought myself some make up I have been eyeing for a while 

Maybe not much, but baby steps LOL

As I was going to put the Paypal payment thru, I said to myself, what am I getting this reading for?? It's like a habit at this point, I swear!

Well done!! In respect to Bitwine I can relate. I had my account re-activated just to flick through the old transcripts . I don't know why I did this but I felt a sense of apathy towards what I read. I was so tempted to go ahead with a reading but talked myself out of it. I think it was because the person who I had my last reading with was online so  it would have been an opportunist ic move rather than craving answers.

I'm about to de-activate my account again because my emotional state is passive and distant. Maybe I feel this way because I am keeping myself busy but it's helping to curb this awful habit and to forget about my ex.

I don't think there is a way to delete old transcripts on Bitwine? I've looked but can't see a solution. I would love to delete them along with de-activating my account again.

Thanks   yea, it felt good...I didn't like this reader trying to egg me on for more money....I'm sure she blocked me now, but no worries lol.

I closed my account with them over a year ago, but I do occasionall y still chat as unregistere d..I wish that wasn't an option LOL.  I wonder if there's a way to permanently close it, maybe ask bitwine's customer service?

[Lady_C]

Even though I have gotten some readings, I am so proud of myself..was just on bitwine and about to get a reading..an d I started the chat..the reader kind of rubbed me the wrong way because she seemed greedy , but I was going to go ahead and get the reading anyway (I had used her once before and she was pretty good), but I changed my mind and clicked out..instea d, went on Ulta and bought myself some make up I have been eyeing for a while 

Maybe not much, but baby steps LOL

As I was going to put the Paypal payment thru, I said to myself, what am I getting this reading for?? It's like a habit at this point, I swear!

Well done!! In respect to Bitwine I can relate. I had my account re-activated just to flick through the old transcripts . I don't know why I did this but I felt a sense of apathy towards what I read. I was so tempted to go ahead with a reading but talked myself out of it. I think it was because the person who I had my last reading with was online so  it would have been an opportunist ic move rather than craving answers.

I'm about to de-activate my account again because my emotional state is passive and distant. Maybe I feel this way because I am keeping myself busy but it's helping to curb this awful habit and to forget about my ex.

I don't think there is a way to delete old transcripts on Bitwine? I've looked but can't see a solution. I would love to delete them along with de-activating my account again.

Thanks   yea, it felt good...I didn't like this reader trying to egg me on for more money....I'm sure she blocked me now, but no worries lol.

I closed my account with them over a year ago, but I do occasionall y still chat as unregistere d..I wish that wasn't an option LOL.  I wonder if there's a way to permanently close it, maybe ask bitwine's customer service?

Yes it's a red flag when the reader is money orientated. I usually just leave the chat and save my pennies. I have liaised with the customer service team and ask them to de-activate my account but would love the transcripts to disappear as well. I'm not quite ready to go cold turkey and close the entire account if I am honest with myself, that's another milestone I need to achieve.

I've done the whole unregistere d lurking during my binge cycle days and some readers would flat out refuse to read for me unless I signed up.

I've got like 6 pages worth of psychics on my account in the span of 3 months, what the hell was I thinking!! lol

[sawthelight]

LOL I can so relate!  It's crazy how much you can spend on these readings... for me, it was more about reassurance and temporary fixes.  Overall, I think they did more harm than good.

[psychic girls]

This is the 10th week of psychics free reading and look at all the money I save up because of it. Keen even try to make me start call them again with the add $5 get $10 free thing.