Also, when I spoke to Ness yesterday for the first time, she said something simple that hit home for me...."People think they get closure when the other person reaches out....you only find closure within yourself."....I keep thinking about that, it makes sense. I really need to heal myself as I know the energy I radiate is not where it should be if I want to attract a nice guy into my life.
So true about closure, but it really can be difficult when you don't hear from the other person. It can take time, living life and allowing your perspective to change. It is not always something we can just will ourselves to do.
I'm totally with you on that one. It is incredibly difficult, everyday is a battle inside my head/heart. But with work, making new friends, keeping busy, and continuing to live my life and opening up my heart again, I think I can find myself in a good place eventually. Time will help the healing.
It's sooo hard...time s where you want to cry..times when you're angry...tim es when you are ok! Praying you can just forget them
knel-did anyone give you negative news?
Definitely so many emotions everyday, you'd think I'd be in a different place after a year, yet I feel so stuck sometimes. So Kisha and Zadalia were the two that gave me negative news months ago, but I wrote them off thinking they didn't connect. Kisha saw NO movement at all. Zadalia saw him eventually reaching out but that I would move on to someone else. I spoke to Ness for the first time yesterday and she also gave me a negative, that the desire is there, but he won't take action. EVERYONE else Prophet rose, Barbara, Yvonne, Mystic Raven, Jade, Lotus, Sweethearts tarot, a bunch of others (you don't even wanna know how many people I've talked to the past year lol) saw him reaching this summer. Small communicati
on was supposed to happen end of May/beginning June with the "BIG OPEN UP" in September. Everything is delayed per all other psychics because of his stubbornnes
s and fear, and whatever other excuses they tell me. Ness did mention a window of opportunity for the next three months because theres 'too much emotion involved' she couldn't definitivel
y tell me he wouldn't contact as he has a strong desire to. She said if nothing happens in 3 months I need to completely let him go. A lot of the psychics who said we would reconnect kept getting July-September, mainly September being the big month for me. So I guess theres hope.....bu
t looking back there has been no movement and the only person who nailed no movement was Kisha. IF by a miracle he does reach out by September I will be sure to update. But this whole thing has taken a huge toll on me. People tell me to let go, but I don't know how to do that. I started praying to God last night. I'm not incredibly religious but have definitely become more spiritual. I just pray for happiness and healing.
