I understand - a lot of the uncertainty is what drives us to these psychic binges - a lot of the emotional regulation we need is within ourselves and trusting things will work out. I have no doubt you’re going to find employment and I really do hope the love of your life walks in soon. I know the feeling of waiting and waiting - just know you are not alone in this human experience x
Honestly I’m tired of talking about love. I just want peace, and to stay busy. Maybe an arranged marriage. I’ve had people I’ve really loved come into my life and don’t think I have enough love in me for another. The reader did say to “let him love you”. It would be nice but I’m so over waiting and pining for love! I hope I get a job soon though.