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Offline ES1281

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Bring myself BACK
« on: December 19, 2019, 01:24:36 PM »
Hi guys

I've been to this forum for a while, and today I promised myself not to get readings anymore.

I'm not native in English but I hope my words make sense.
I started to read for a POI from 2016.

We had a brief intraction, at that time we could continue seeing each other but we pushed each other away because we were like mirroring each other.
We seemed had same confidence, same pain, same shame etc.
After this meet I started a spiritual journey seems like he was the trigger of it.

I started to see UFOs, some very strange paranormal things started to happen around me, LOA was more inense.
(Today I talked to Yona about LOA and she said LOA is really natural and taught me some tips)

Through these three years I was being obsessed with my POI, a lot of suffering, because I felt I wasn't good enough.
Howevere at the same time, I learnt what I want and what I don't, how I can create my own life, so I could finally let go.

Because...

It's just for me.
I thought if I could have POI I'm good enough, for years.

That was what was making me that obsessed with him, and almost ruint my life.
I realised this was the reason kept us apart, because I always felt I wasn't good enough.

I was the one stopping everything to happen.

Yona said we are destinied to meet up again this is my intention' too, but I don't very much care.

Nothing is more important than myself.
Now I'm just feeling whole, finally could bring myself back.

I wish we all will be happy because this is what we deserve.
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