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Can’t bring myself to get another reading yet
Star_01:
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--- Quote from: flora0250 on November 25, 2019, 01:45:41 AM ---I’m just going to put this little vent here ...
I am rarely getting readings now. Just now and then ... I mostly am just finding it pointless yet I’m still finding myself calling now and then about my POI.
So I called and spoke with a reader last night, I don’t want to name who at the moment, but when I asked if she could give me any insight on whether or not I would hear from him or if we would reconnect, she said that what he was relaying was: I don’t know how I could. And then the reader went on to say it was because he was involved with someone else. Which he is. And she went on to say when he thinks of me he thinks very well of me etc but that he didn’t have any intent to contact me.
It was hard to hear. Really hit me hard.
But it would have been so much easier if he just wasn’t thinking of me! “I don’t know how I could” isn’t that he doesn’t want to .... in fact it’s like “I want to but how can I because I’m with someone else.”
Ugh ugh ugh. If that’s true...... well even if it’s not but I took it as possibly true... it was just a knife to the heart. It would be easier in some ways to think that okay he just never thinks of me ever.
Just venting here. Just really hurt. But who knows I mean she’s no one I ever read with before and she has no reviews on here that I can really find.... she could have just been guessing because I told her it was someone I dated last year and so with that much info she can make certain assumptions and be a cold reader.
But it did lead me down more of a path on my healing and accepting that he’s with someone else... kind of more of what I already vented about. It’s been ridiculously slow for me. But cried a good bit more this morning and let more of that pain go.
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Please don't take anything personally here but maybe that reader is right in what they are saying, surely you would rather be told the truth than led down another garden path of "oh he will be back I promise"? You know how much they can lie, get things wrong and tell you what you want to hear and I get it, I completely get how painful it is to hear something brutal and blunt but sometimes we need to be told that to face up to reality. The reality is this person is with someone else and hasn't made any effort to come forth in a year or more and if he was really unhappy with her I'm pretty sure he would be making advances towards you by now or you'd hear somehow via signs or the grapevine and it hurts to know you want someone who has feelings for someone else as I recently got involved in a situation like that, but you were doing so well with not having readings. That's a really huge step to cut down on readings or stop them completely and you should really try to stick to that because these readings can't change the current or end result. Whether you believe in free will or fate or whatever you have to really leave things in the hands of the universe and whilst you're upset over this guy you may miss out on other opportunities.
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Hi Star! Thanks for the reply and concern - I am at work so don’t have much time to write a response but didn’t want to wait because by the time I do it will probably be a while!
Agree with all you’ve said but just to clarify I think she *could* be right I’m not saying she’s wrong! But what I will say is that heck ANY of these readers could be right. Now had I said will I hear from him in X time frame and they said yes or no and didn’t give me the “time is fluid” caveat then I guess I could say one way or another. But I can’t really remember one reading where that happened lol.
So hell, any of them could be right. She could be right. But it could just as easily be a cold read assumption based on the little bit I said. Anyone who’s a good cold reader can fool anyone and there are many.
But yes she absolutely could be gifted and right and all that and the point of my post was just to vent that I’d almost rather he didn’t give a shit about me.
As far as moving on etc - yes I am don’t worry.
There is no grapevine in my world btw it’s not like we have mutual acquaintances etc. ....
And I am keeping my eyes open and heart open but as I’ve mentioned I’m in an extremely rural location and between that and being a single mom working around 50 hrs a week... well... there’s not only not a lot of availability of men to date I’m interested in - I also have very little time. So I’m not going to just spend the little that I have with someone not worth my while.
I’m sure you can understand - although you and are are in totally different places in life - so you may not realize that once you get to a certain age and have a child it limits choices even more.
Lots of love Star!
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Flora, I completely understand what you mean in that readers sometimes tell us "the truth" when in actual fact it's common sense or them making themselves out to be genuine and looking out for you so you one day think "well at least she was honest". It's hard because they may be honest but it isn't always psychic and more advice.
I do hope you get to meet someone one day who gives you the attention and care everyone genuinely deserves and understand being a single mother is tough and time consuming but hopefully someone will come when the time is right and take you away from the despair of wondering if this person will or will not contact again :)
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