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diamondcanadian:
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josh34:
--- Quote from: diamondcanadian on June 24, 2019, 02:32:50 AM ---The fear of the unknown .
I find myself in a rut once again and I’ve only just had a reading with cookie today. It’s almost as if I let myself be happy and then as soon as that happens, things go wrong and I start questioning myself and wonder what will happen next. Then that’s when I feel the need to contact psychics.
I mean, I had a pretty good reading with cookie today. She told me to be patient. It will come together etc. So I thought cool.
Spoke to POi1 today as per usual, our contact is way up, but we haven’t seen each other since hook up a while back. Looked like we would get together tonight , which co incided with a prediction from Effie. Big woo - got myself all excited that things were manifesting for me - and he ended up with some bullsht excuse that he was still out with this group of friends and that tonight probably won’t happen. Thing is, I’m pretty sure he’s lying as I can see him online on a gaming platform.
So yeha, tonight was just gonna be a hook up, but I’m sad it didn’t manifest. And now it makes me question the readings, are they all wrong, does he not want me after all etc etc etc
Then it makes me want to call and clarify and this is where my addiction stems. The clarifications inbetween things happening, which don’t result in any new info, I just need someone to tell me it’s going to be ok,
When what I really need is someone to punch me in the face and tell me to stop calling.
Any takers ?
--- End quote ---
Oh! Okay. Sometimes, even when it comes to a poi and I'm playing video games online with friends, I might decline hanging out, and wouldn't want to say something like, "Yeah I'm busy playing video games with friends", I'd feel it'd feel rude or almost insulting to say that, even though it's the truth. So maybe it's a similar thing for him? The communication is up which is a good thing! If he didn't enjoy talking to you, he wouldn't be, right? Either way maybe the 'lie' didn't come from a place of malice, or disinterest. Maybe he just didn't want to come across as a terrible person to you? I'd remain optimistic <3 (:
SomethingBetter:
--- Quote from: diamondcanadian on June 24, 2019, 02:32:50 AM ---The fear of the unknown .
I find myself in a rut once again and I’ve only just had a reading with cookie today. It’s almost as if I let myself be happy and then as soon as that happens, things go wrong and I start questioning myself and wonder what will happen next. Then that’s when I feel the need to contact psychics.
I mean, I had a pretty good reading with cookie today. She told me to be patient. It will come together etc. So I thought cool.
Spoke to POi1 today as per usual, our contact is way up, but we haven’t seen each other since hook up a while back. Looked like we would get together tonight , which co incided with a prediction from Effie. Big woo - got myself all excited that things were manifesting for me - and he ended up with some bullsht excuse that he was still out with this group of friends and that tonight probably won’t happen. Thing is, I’m pretty sure he’s lying as I can see him online on a gaming platform.
So yeha, tonight was just gonna be a hook up, but I’m sad it didn’t manifest. And now it makes me question the readings, are they all wrong, does he not want me after all etc etc etc
Then it makes me want to call and clarify and this is where my addiction stems. The clarifications inbetween things happening, which don’t result in any new info, I just need someone to tell me it’s going to be ok,
When what I really need is someone to punch me in the face and tell me to stop calling.
Any takers ?
--- End quote ---
I’ve been where you’ve been. I would get these great readings about more contact and more consistency and I would get it...for a Netflix and chill situation. Or sometimes not even that, I’d be blown off last minute.
I know you got this reading from Cookie today and you’re on a high. But let me ask you this, was it truly what you wanted?
I remember hearing from Cookie we’d rekindle our relationship and all this crap. And I totally ignored her saying I’d always have inconsistency with him, a commitment oils always be a fight, he’s never going to give me 100%, whatever.
I hope your reading wasn’t as bleak as mine! Lol however, I feel good for a while then something happens or I start thinking about the not so good parts of the reading and I feel blah again. And then the whole cycle of wanting to read again fires back up.
I know you’re bummed. But take it in stride and I’ll hope on my end that things work out however is best for you.
Can I also say I’m jealous of y’all with like two or three POI’s. I only have one. He sucks. I get that now. I look like Demi Lovato and I can’t even get a dude to look at me twice. I attract hobosexuals and old men. Lmao jealous here
diamondcanadian:
--- Quote from: SomethingBetter on June 24, 2019, 03:37:27 AM ---
--- Quote from: diamondcanadian on June 24, 2019, 02:32:50 AM ---The fear of the unknown .
I find myself in a rut once again and I’ve only just had a reading with cookie today. It’s almost as if I let myself be happy and then as soon as that happens, things go wrong and I start questioning myself and wonder what will happen next. Then that’s when I feel the need to contact psychics.
I mean, I had a pretty good reading with cookie today. She told me to be patient. It will come together etc. So I thought cool.
Spoke to POi1 today as per usual, our contact is way up, but we haven’t seen each other since hook up a while back. Looked like we would get together tonight , which co incided with a prediction from Effie. Big woo - got myself all excited that things were manifesting for me - and he ended up with some bullsht excuse that he was still out with this group of friends and that tonight probably won’t happen. Thing is, I’m pretty sure he’s lying as I can see him online on a gaming platform.
So yeha, tonight was just gonna be a hook up, but I’m sad it didn’t manifest. And now it makes me question the readings, are they all wrong, does he not want me after all etc etc etc
Then it makes me want to call and clarify and this is where my addiction stems. The clarifications inbetween things happening, which don’t result in any new info, I just need someone to tell me it’s going to be ok,
When what I really need is someone to punch me in the face and tell me to stop calling.
Any takers ?
--- End quote ---
I’ve been where you’ve been. I would get these great readings about more contact and more consistency and I would get it...for a Netflix and chill situation. Or sometimes not even that, I’d be blown off last minute.
I know you got this reading from Cookie today and you’re on a high. But let me ask you this, was it truly what you wanted?
I remember hearing from Cookie we’d rekindle our relationship and all this crap. And I totally ignored her saying I’d always have inconsistency with him, a commitment oils always be a fight, he’s never going to give me 100%, whatever.
I hope your reading wasn’t as bleak as mine! Lol however, I feel good for a while then something happens or I start thinking about the not so good parts of the reading and I feel blah again. And then the whole cycle of wanting to read again fires back up.
I know you’re bummed. But take it in stride and I’ll hope on my end that things work out however is best for you.
Can I also say I’m jealous of y’all with like two or three POI’s. I only have one. He sucks. I get that now. I look like Demi Lovato and I can’t even get a dude to look at me twice. I attract hobosexuals and old men. Lmao jealous here
--- End quote ---
cookies reading was far from amazing but I trust it to be correct. well I did lolS
I think he’s gonna disappear for a while now , we’ll see what happens!
I’m a Demi look a like too and get treated like shit lol I feel you
Jeninmd2:
--- Quote from: diamondcanadian on June 24, 2019, 02:32:50 AM ---The fear of the unknown .
I find myself in a rut once again and I’ve only just had a reading with cookie today. It’s almost as if I let myself be happy and then as soon as that happens, things go wrong and I start questioning myself and wonder what will happen next. Then that’s when I feel the need to contact psychics.
I mean, I had a pretty good reading with cookie today. She told me to be patient. It will come together etc. So I thought cool.
Spoke to POi1 today as per usual, our contact is way up, but we haven’t seen each other since hook up a while back. Looked like we would get together tonight , which co incided with a prediction from Effie. Big woo - got myself all excited that things were manifesting for me - and he ended up with some bullsht excuse that he was still out with this group of friends and that tonight probably won’t happen. Thing is, I’m pretty sure he’s lying as I can see him online on a gaming platform.
So yeha, tonight was just gonna be a hook up, but I’m sad it didn’t manifest. And now it makes me question the readings, are they all wrong, does he not want me after all etc etc etc
Then it makes me want to call and clarify and this is where my addiction stems. The clarifications inbetween things happening, which don’t result in any new info, I just need someone to tell me it’s going to be ok,
When what I really need is someone to punch me in the face and tell me to stop calling.
Any takers ?
--- End quote ---
I’ll punch you if you punch me first lol 😜
I am so sorry - I totally feel for you, I’m in a similar situation right now where my FWB is falling apart and I can’t get POI to give me a REAL reason. No interest, no follow through on plans, no anything on his part except occassional checking in on my recent health issue. Just a month ago he said he loved me and things seemed to be going in a great direction!! I’ve binged the last few weeks but I can’t say I feel better - I’m depressed as hell - and I can’t say I even have more clarity on what the future holds, I feel like a giant ball of confusion with a lighter wallet lol. I have pulled back from POI and been less sweet in my responses - knowing him that will be enough to make him back away totally without asking whats wrong w me. If not, I’m considering ripping the bandaid off and flat out telling POI how this situation affects me and that I need space.
Sorry to always put so many of my own details in my posts - I think I just need to vent and should probably consider therapy instead lol.
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