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I hate this
WinterElf:
I could have bought a house with the money i spent on psychics over the past 20 years. LOL I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR IT ... BUT ... the past is the past....
sawthelight:
I'm extremely grateful I didn't get myself into cc debt over this addiction, but I'm upset that I didn't just save that money, or buy myself something nice with it.
wishes215:
All very natural. Hope is a dangerous thing In my book. So something good came out of my readings, readers kept giving me dates for contact/reconciliation which Ofcourse never happened so I kept wondering how almost everyone got it wrong. Were they picking up our social media connection as contact? So to test it out, I deleted him from everywhere.lol!! I would never have had the balls to
Do this in the past but I am glad that i did. Not only am I less worked up, but I am slowly but surely moving away from him. I guess something good came out of wanting a reader to be right 😁 now if they pickup any contact, it better happen😉
--- Quote from: SomethingBetter on June 03, 2019, 02:25:01 AM --- hate this feeling. Or jumble of feelings I should say.
It’s the reason I went cold turkey on readings years ago.
I have some optimism because I have connected with amazing readers and have had success with them.
Then another part of me is mad at myself for wanting this fool in the first place.
Then I feel scared that I’m placing my faith in others instead of my gut or my belief in a higher power.
Maybe this borders on hubris, but I get like this adrenaline rush and this deeply satisfying feeling when something a reader predicts comes true. It’s like a high. I feel like I have a leg up due to their guidance.
I do truly appreciate those whom I consider “my” readers: Anne, Yona, Kira, Cookie and Kisha. I just feel lost and heartbroken right now. Rudderless...
I know no matter what I’ll be ok. I don’t need this person in my life and amazing things will happen with or without him. But I’m just sad...
I need to humble myself and make a conscious effort to take reality in first and see these readings as entertainment only.
But I’ll still have my fingers crossed...
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LivingInYellow:
--- Quote from: jas on June 03, 2019, 12:01:34 PM ---Fidget, that was fantastic!! My addition was equally as bad as yours, so believe me when I say I UNDERSTAND.
October of last year (after a decade of readings) I finally had the nerve to see how much my addition was costing me......$1800 monthly!!! yes, you read that correctly. I earn a good income, almost six figures, but I was spending everything on this addiction. I finally went to a hypnotist and, for now, I am staying on the straight and narrow.
Thank you so much for writing that :)
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I echo the sentiment shared in this post. Fidget, just know that you aren't the only one in this position and I admire your bravery in terms of sharing so much. Over the last few years, I've seen myself in ridiculous debt involving reconnecting with my ex. I look back now and think, all the money that I could have saved... I would probably have a house deposit now. I thank God that there are other angels and spirits looking after me because I've really been saved from some difficult situations, but I must say that I've learnt so much and I think there's a light at the end of the tunnel in the long run. I'm also very close to reaching a milestone age and whilst I'm happy with how my career has progressed, my love life is a little shocking and I'm realising that I need to move on with my life - without or without my ex. What makes me laugh is that it was my Venus return the other day, and that's supposed to give you an idea of what's to come in that department over the next year. Let me just say that I was very lucky that day... Random good luck ... Surprise, surprise, a few days later I had someone literally try to get my attention as he drove by in his car and then pull into a petrol station to turn around and come back towards me.
I'm not someone who is very good at the LoA, but I definitely believe that improvements start to happen when you increase your energetic vibration or divert attention to something else. Honestly, as previously said, you can't get over an addiction without a distraction. Find something to throw yourself into.
I've been working, mentoring, helping out my parents with various things and then sleeping. There's not much time to worry about life when you're tired (LMAO!) and then when you've realised how far you've come... You just want to keep going.
Thanks for being so brave and starting this post; it's the first step and sincere thanks to those who have been fearless and shared their journey ❤️
Sparkle002:
I TOTALLY agree with this. Hope can be viewed as positive or negative. When it comes to readings, or a hopeless romantic situation, hope can be detrimental.
--- Quote from: wishes215 on June 04, 2019, 05:38:59 AM ---All very natural. Hope is a dangerous thing In my book. So something good came out of my readings, readers kept giving me dates for contact/reconciliation which Ofcourse never happened so I kept wondering how almost everyone got it wrong. Were they picking up our social media connection as contact? So to test it out, I deleted him from everywhere.lol!! I would never have had the balls to
Do this in the past but I am glad that i did. Not only am I less worked up, but I am slowly but surely moving away from him. I guess something good came out of wanting a reader to be right 😁 now if they pickup any contact, it better happen😉
--- Quote from: SomethingBetter on June 03, 2019, 02:25:01 AM --- hate this feeling. Or jumble of feelings I should say.
It’s the reason I went cold turkey on readings years ago.
I have some optimism because I have connected with amazing readers and have had success with them.
Then another part of me is mad at myself for wanting this fool in the first place.
Then I feel scared that I’m placing my faith in others instead of my gut or my belief in a higher power.
Maybe this borders on hubris, but I get like this adrenaline rush and this deeply satisfying feeling when something a reader predicts comes true. It’s like a high. I feel like I have a leg up due to their guidance.
I do truly appreciate those whom I consider “my” readers: Anne, Yona, Kira, Cookie and Kisha. I just feel lost and heartbroken right now. Rudderless...
I know no matter what I’ll be ok. I don’t need this person in my life and amazing things will happen with or without him. But I’m just sad...
I need to humble myself and make a conscious effort to take reality in first and see these readings as entertainment only.
But I’ll still have my fingers crossed...
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