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ready to give it up for good
Hillcam:
Soo I’ve been an addict for years now... I think I first started calling Keen when I was 19 or so. I’ll be 26 in about a week.
For the first time I think I’m ready to close my account. I’m second in line with Cookie and I think after I speak to her I’ll contact customer service to pull the plug. The false hope and predictions that don’t come to pass have broken my heart more than any former POI ever could.
I’m nervous to actually go through with it, but I think it’s time and it’s worth a shot. I’m hopeful that closing my account will lead to a happy and healthy life.
This may be me venting because I’ve had too much wine and a shitty day (lol) but I truly feel like it’s a result of false hope. I’ve tried to keep a positive outlook and I’ve tried not putting all of my happiness in these readings but at the end of the day, hearing a prediction and having the opposite occur really takes a toll on one’s life.
Reviewer07:
I’m cheering for you Hillcam! You can do it!
Just FYI:
@Hillcam, it's so much easier to avoid calling when you don't have an account! You can do this. :)
Hillcam:
Thank you all! I’ve been so sad for the past year or so. I keep wondering if these readings are just making my mental health worse. I also have considered closing it today before I get in touch with Cookie as she’s expensive and last time she got the final outcome wrong for me.
I’ll be on vacation in Alaska for my birthday for five or six days so hopefully I’ll keep busy enough that I won’t constantly be worrying about things. I have cut way, way back before so hopefully quitting cold turkey won’t be too hard. Don’t be surprised if I vent to you all on days where meditation and exercise don’t fill the void 😅
star1:
I hope you feel better and happier soon, and have a lovely birthday. Your life will be good regardless of if he comes back or not, you will be laughing one day looking back. Take care.
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