Hi cj,
Yes, the only person that told me that my ex would not come back was Leo...and so therefore I didn't like Leo..and I went on to try others..but he was right...but then I found Natalie..and I can not tell you how many days and nights Natalie got me thru with the long term exclusive thing..I am seriously fuming knowing that she was fired for being fake..I spent thousands...everytime I call a psychic at cp I spend at least 20-30 minutes...and this has been once, twice, three times a week since July of 2010. After I spoke for months with Natalie..I finally tried Jacqueline...and I love her, I do...but every single thing she has told me has never come true...I called her for the first time the very beginning of August...I was literally shaking because I just knew she would tell me that my Gman would never return...quite the opposite...she said he felt so bad for doing me the way he did..he missed me, he would definately return...I am the one that told her that he has a new girl in his life..and they are living together...and I even knew that they were planning on moving to a new house..she told me that would never last..the new girl and her kids would be gone b4 their boxes were unpacked...she would go so far as to tell me within days she'd be gone..I would hang up the phone elated...couldn't wait...and it never happened...they are still together...I don't know how happy they are...but she was completely wrong...and Abrielle...I would talk to Abrielle every sunday night for months...and she even told me...70% he'll be back in october...80% in November and 90% in December..she saw us back togehter and happy and talking marriage my March of 2011. Never happened....So one night in September I decided to call Alison...and Alison said she wasn't sure about Gene coming back..we were both stubborn and he felt he did nothing wrong and maybe we'd bump into each other around Feb of 2011...and I was thinking..OMG...I've been waiting for this man to come back since June...so we talked for a while and then she said...Are you sure there isn't someone else around you? I was like...No..positively not...there will never be another man...never! She said.."well I see energy around you"...I hung up thinking..great..another waste of money...the very next day I got an email from the only man I ever wanted other than my Gman...and wasn't that weird...I called Alison back to tell her and she said..i knew I saw a different energey around you...and then even though it didn't work out with this other person...I think she pegged it. I really like this other guy...but come to find out he was still married..and now he has left the wife...(it was going back and forth for years and no children)..I still think maybe someday down the road we could reconnect...but not sure...but in the meantime..I met a different man...and different he is...I'm 45 a very young 45..no one guesses me at 45..which is why I attract and want younger men I guess...well, this new one is 35...but I met him over a year ago while he was doing some work on my house...I never forgot him and so after this other guy left me to figure out what he wanted....I called this new one and we hooked up the middle of February..great chemistry...but this guy is a loner...he is a biker, he is so james dean...he's never been married...but he's a mystery...I am a snoop...so I know where he lives....he doesn't know I know this...but I also know that he's been living with a woman that is 30 years older than him for 12 years...I know..very weird..but Alison also picked up on that...she told me that she saw him around a much older woman...that it started out romantic but now is just like mother and son...it's financial more than anything because they own the house and neither can afford to buy the other one out...she lives in the house and he lives in the back garage/house with his motorcycles and man stuff...and I don't feel there is anything going on between the two of them other than money stuff...I know he'd like to get out but can't at this point....but he doesn't even know that I know who he lives with...he will never open up to me and tell me things about himself...I have never in my life met anyone like this...he comes around a time or two a week...some days he calls some days he doesn't...he works all day and then he's one of those beer drinkers at night with the buddies...not going to bars...just hanging out at this ones house or that ones house...and I do fee like he's pulling away from me...I think he really likes me..but I started showing my feelings to him about how much I care and yep...he's backing off..I've only told him that I care very much for him and immediately he will say..."whoa..back off...slow down..we don't need to talk about that right now"...and it frustrates me because I'm starting to feel like a booty call...even though I usually want it more than he does...I just don't know...I've gotten myself so crazy about this guy and yet I really know nothing about him..I think he's telling me the truth and I dont think there is any other women involved...but I dont know for sure and that hurts..Alison says and Amy said..they see no other women. I know I need to break away and find a decent guy who will finally treat me right...but you know how hard that is when you are chemically wrapped up with someone..the chemistry is just amazing for me with him...but Alison and Amy told me that he will open up more to me...and that he cares deeply for me...and not to give up...but honestly I don't feel like it takes a rocket scientist to figure out that this guy just maybe isn't that in to me...cuz like one of you girls said...love is love..when a man loves a woman, he'll stop at nothing...he doesn't need time...or games...or secrets...he wants to show her and be the man....What am I doing...and here I have $100.00 in my cp account and I am just dying to call Alison right now...I love her as a person...but I don't have that much money and this is killing me,,,yet I feel addicted to her words....Have any of you tried Mark? And...how does one ever get in with Uli?? Thaks for listening.....oh yea and that vikki joy...I really don't like her...she told me that my new guy has already met his soulmate and he will return to her in a year and my ex...(the boyfriend of 5 years) will make a big grand entrance around May/June and try to get me back...I know that he will never come back...but it broke my heart to hear that my new guy has already met his SM...and when I asked her who it was...and then I said..."who...his babymama...cuz he's got a 6 year old little girl..nother story)..and I know the babymama and believe me...she wants no part of this guy...they've been broken up since the baby was born....but still...for you to tell a psychic how in love you are with someone and they say to you..."oh..don't bother..he's already met his soulmate"...how freaking mean! Sorry...just still reeling from that one...Alison told me that she would never talk bad about another psychic...but that just isn't true...plus we all have many sm's in this lifetime and when one is out of the picture...the next steps in...even Abrielle told me that.
