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elcaliente:
sarahkw,
Great to read your post.  I think I surmised from your thread that this return occurred within a month or so of you cutting the cord.  Is that correct?

sarahkw:
Roughly, yes!

He's asked to see me while I'm home for the holidays. I haven't decided if I will but I do know we're not right for each other now. Like I said, we are not only several hundreds of miles apart now, we're also a world apart as far as our personal lives.


--- Quote from: smee2 on November 29, 2012, 07:04:26 PM ---sarahkw,
Great to read your post.  I think I surmised from your thread that this return occurred within a month or so of you cutting the cord.  Is that correct?

--- End quote ---

sarahkw:
I decided I'd give an update to my little story. :)

Since the summer, I'd been consulting with a handful of readers regarding a new job. I had a great job - on paper - but I was over it for a number of reasons and ready to move on. I was just so unhappy there and it was affecting other parts of my life as well.

There was a job back in August that I really really wanted at the time. Debra (WhiteLightAngel) and Kisha both said I'd get it. Sapphire initially said yes, I'd get it. Unlike Debra and Kisha, she read a lot deeper into things though, really drawing out a lot of my fears and concerns and bless her, she did everything she could to get me to stop the self-sabatoging I was doing. Lots of negative thoughts.

Debra and Kisha were both dead on about a lot of the details surrounding the interview process. Sapphire went as far as to tell me things they'd say and coach me on how to best approach the situation. As I got down to the final three candidates after a VERY long process, it was starting to really take a toll on me. She told me as nicely as she could that I would get what I thought I deserved. Ultimately, I didn't get the job - and Sapphire, who had initial stages had told me I'd get it, was the one who saw I wouldn't.

Kisha - have to give her credit. When I told her I didn't get the job, she immediately sent me minutes equivalent to the time I spent on the phone with her. She's definitely ethical, can't argue that.

I stopped reading with Debra who I still really love and appreciate because she just doesn't seem to work with me anymore. She gets little things but the days of big 'wow' moments are gone.

Barbara, Kisha and Sapphire all saw a job offer in March/April. I got the offer in March and started in April. The big kicker though? I MOVED. Over the summer, I would have NEVER EVER considered leaving the city I was living in. But by end of year, I had a deep desire to return home. The very first job I applied for, I got. I swear, I even knew I'd get it when I saw the initial listing for the job. It was odd. Also, there was a LOT Of back and forth and even a 'canceled' interview at one point with the company I now work for. Even when they said the cancellation was a mistake, I went as far as to say I wasn't interested and yet they came after me yet again until I interviewed and ultimately got the job. Sapphire had kept telling me 'it's just not over. It's not over' even when I told her I'd TOLD them it was over.

I've only read with Kisha once in the last six months and that was recently. I'll eat crow on this one - I'd said I wouldn't read with her again because I didn't care for how she delivered her readings - sort of blunt and straightforward. But last week, I found myself NEEDING that and so, I called her. I asked her about a guy and she told me exactly what I knew but needed to hear - that it's on *me* for how this turns out. She also saw a '1' around him. I've never met him face to face, only business emails, but what do you know? The next day he emailed me, asking if I'd let him 'pick my brain' in the next few weeks about a few things.

To eat a little more crow, Barbara has been excellent for me, even though I've also said I don't care for tarot readers. There are now countless little details and predictions she's been right on - I went on a date with a Leo, moved for my job, got into an argument with my mother, a big disruption within my family leading up to the holidays was resolved peacefully... There's quite a list, at this point.

The last time I talked to her, I had a few minutes left after she answered what I'd called for so I asked her about the guy I mentioned above. She said 'there will be a delay but I see family and love between you.' Now I don't know about the family and love, of course, but she was bang on about the delay. I had the chance to hang out with him a couple weeks ago and in a moment of panic, I conveniently made plans that conflicted so I couldn't make it. Barbara, Kisha and Sapphire have all had a few words with me over my relationship-related fears. I'm working on those.

Sapphire has been great. I really rely on her for guidance and to see deeper into a situation versus predictions. She also helps me trust myself with my own intuition. I was reading with her every couple of weeks at the end of the year for 10 or so minutes at a time and several times, she told me she saw bright blue eyes. I've since identified who those eyes belong to. We're pending on if she's right about other things. :)

Lastly, I gave Joeana a try. I've read with her 3 times since the beginning of the year and I actually really, really like her. She's been able to pick up so much without me telling her a thing, lot of little details and bigger things as well. Predictions are pending but the last time we talked was before the 'delay' I mentioned above. She saw me doing just that and urged me not to but hey, I didn't listen. :)

I'm in a good place and don't read very often any more. When I do, it's usually with Sapphire and it's usually because I'm getting my own messages and feelings during my quiet time and prayers that are too overwhelming for me to process on my own.I need my own 'coach' at this point!

I *do* have a reading scheduled for Wednesday with a local reader. I'm nervous. I've never read with someone in person! She's supposedly very, VERY good and also very spiritual which is important to me. Any tips on in person readings?

Thanks for reading if you made it this far!

whiteangel:
Regarding the theme of cutting the cords.  I just posted an update under CP/Abrielle which gives a little more detail about my story, but to anyone struggling with letting go of someone, in the last month or so, I was led to some information that upset me, but I really needed to see/find.  I got some psychic validation from the only two readers that had given me even a glimpse in my readings with them of what I had found out, and I realized that it was really time to let go. I let go 'psychically' anyway from a man that I had been waiting on (granted, i was actually dating other people the whole time, but I still had a powerful flame lit for him in my heart and because I was being told by every psychic in the book that he'd be back and want to move forward, I kept hanging on...). 

Anyway, I finally let it go when reality caught up with psychic induced fantasy land and boom - right under my very nose, someone who had been trying to get my attention for a little while now just appeared to me in a totally different light - he got my attention big time and has kept it ever since (granted, we're only talking a little over a month here) BUT the point is that if I hadn't 'released' him and given myself the closure I needed, I would not have noticed this new person in the way that I have now.  I don't know what the future holds, but I know that this person is special and important and we're meant to connect now.  I'm 100% certain that I would have continued to dismiss him if I hadn't cut that cord which produced an an almost immediate shift in my energy that I can barely even believe the results of.   

And, one other thing -- I had been praying for signs about whether to reach out to the man I was waiting on to get closure. I didn't get any of the signs that I had asked for, but I was led to the information that caused this whole chapter to close. So, I think when we're ready and we ask for help from the Universe to move on, it really sets things in motion.

I've felt more 'alive' and less like I need to try to control everything (or at least another person)  in this past month than I have in the last almost 2 years. I hope those of you 'waiting' on someone will find something that will kick start you out of the waiting and cause you to shift your focus just long enough to see what you might be missing while your waiting.

And, yes, I also realize that now that I finally feel over him and like I wouldn't even want him anymore, he'll probably reappear!

hope4love:
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