Jobs and career and what else

[Mina]

I got a job 😂

[Notacrystalfreak]

Love this!

[Chitowngirl]

You’ve got this, Mina!!! Pulling for you.

[jackY]

You got this, Mina!!! Your heart, mind and energy are in the right place. The right things ARE going to happen for you.

So sadly I did not get this second job as I had hoped… to think I was zigzagging into something I make happen. I was so upset last week … but for a day, when I officially I was told I didn’t get the job. I had an ugly cry then felt just better.

I just got my second full paycheck and I’m excited I paid a bill; after work I went straight to an atm and pulled everything except $50 in case I felt the urge to call someone…

But I’m excited. I got full paycheck, and after searching for a reader, no this pattern has to stop.

It’s scary, but I feel good.
I think what would my life look like if I woke up and the first wasn’t this need to check on SP or psychic site to guide myself. I don’t think I’m there yet, but I would like to be.

But I know it will be uncomfortable, however it won’t last. There are probably days where sober ppl wake up and don’t feel the need to act out on addictions
Ugh I hope after writing this I don’t go back to mindlessly scrolling for an advisor and call

[jackY]

Here's the thing, sister-we already know the answers and then we spin with these "psychics" to confirm or deny how we feel. STOP IT. It's okay to not know what's next. It's actually a big part of our journey. Don't fall back on bad habits. Save your money for self care.

[Chocolate]

That’s great advice that I need right now. Thanks