I haven't quite figured out the lesson for me in my big recent dramatic relationshi
p... seriously, I can't understand for the life of me why the Universe would have put me in that position, unless it was somehow merely to provide what the other folks involved needed. ugh. But the most recent questions I've had, last night I was advised to let this guy be a catalyst for me to focus on what I want to gain in a relationshi
p. For what that's worth. It's hard, huh? To let pain and what sometimes feels like cruel undeserved torture somehow be a gift? I'd almost rather be an animal...th
an to have to think about all these emotions and rationalize destiny...
