I totally understand the way you are feeling. There is free will, but whatever needs to happen to you, it will find a way back to you. I would try not to focus on the break up. I know it is hard... believe me. But if it is meant to be, you will be together.
One thing I learned with the reading is that sometimes, the guides do not tell you the entire story, because we need to learn a lesson. I am a true believer that we are here to learn and grow spiritually
. If you know everything and avoid the learning experiences, you will not grow. However, the guides do not want you to suffer as well, so they try to guide you to go thru hard times. I pray that whatever happens, even the bad ones, is a way to bring me good things. When I think that even hard times are learning experiences, things are much easier for me. And believe me, I have really really hard times...
I haven’t emailed Kisha about it. I always feel bad to follow up after reading because it’s they are not paid/compensated for their time to answer my emails etc. And so I feel like I’m bothering her if I email her.
No one predicted the break up. In fact I had the reading with Kisha just a few days before the break up took place and she was still very positive about the progress in the reading. Im exhausted to be honest and just wanted to lay what I had with this guy down. If he ever turned around the way how Kisha and Yona and KarenJo predicted and he can get his acts together and show up for me then we can potentially consider picking it back up, but right now I’m just too hurt and sad I have to look after myself first.