Agree with SawtheLight on StillTired's wisdom...THIS ...
"I can't emphasize enough. It is very risky. It is way worse than gambling in a casino because you don't ever win a little money back and get to decide if you want to walk away with those winnings or double down and try again. It is just cumulative spending that you will never, ever, ever get back. What's really at stake is your sense of reality, and your ability to stay grounded, and to see and interprets things clearly."
These words from Still Tired are a very important and astute insight--ESPECIALLY the last sentence.
"What's really at stake is your sense of reality, and your ability to stay grounded, and to see and interprets things clearly"