I have gone at least 4 months without calling. The continued disappointment of not seeing things manifest led to my decision to break the habit. I was told repeatedly, no matter what things looked like or how long without contact from the ex, that he would return and that they picked up on his feelings of love that he harbored and how much he thought of me. The old story of how he was fearful of relationships and his old heartbreak kept him from being with me. Hmmmm, so why is he with someone now for almost two years? Doesnt seem very fearful to me, lol. Also the stories of someone new coming in with descriptions. For instance, was supposed to meet someone in law enforcement, nope. Then there was the businessman that was very well off, nope. Then the man that would be connected to the medical field, nope. Never met any of these men even though I was out and about and had plenty of opportunity to meet someone. When I would ask if there was anything that I should be doing concerning the man I ask about the answer was always no. I was told to just go and live my life and things would happen when the time was right. I was given timeline after timeline that always came and went which caused more disappointment and tears and yet another psychic reading to see what went wrong or why it was delayed. Of course there was always a good reason, lmao. And I would be told yet again to be patient. OMG, how foolish do I feel for spending thousands of dollars to hear that fairytale and hold onto false hope. And especially when I would tell them upfront that I only wanted the truth and if they didnt see he and I together in the future to just say so. There were plenty of other things I would have consulted them about if I had just gotten the truth and seen anything manifest like they said.
I wont lie and say that I never think about him anymore, because I do. Sometime you love someone unconditionally and that never goes away,no matter what. But I dont obsess about it anymore and I think its because I finally decided to take control of my life again and not spend so much time researching new psychics that would turn out to be just as bad as the others. I tried so many that were suggested at this forum, such as Ellen Hartwell. She was very popular for a while and had great reviews here so I scheduled an appointment. She was wonderful to talk to and gave me a positive reading. Guess what? Nothing happened that she said would happen. Just like all the rest. I did have small things happen but mostly only things in the present except for one readings concerning my son. But of course the lady that gave me that prediction is no longer available. And the prediction for me from her did not happen. So I got tired of trying to figure out what I was doing wrong, I got tired of all the "positive" thinking, because that turned out to be living in a fantasy world. I should have seen the truth for the truth long ago and accepted that if he loved me he would not have walked away.
Ive just found it easier to put all the heartache behind me without the false hopes that psychics provide.
