My guess is this site is still being updated.
Also this was really well written.
You literally described a trauma cycle response… most ppl don’t even realize it. That is really commendable
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I hope you can continue.
I saw this TikTok and it seemed to fit this post. Or well I resonate with it/projected (😂). I’ve slipped but literally my daily homework is to go thru my day name my feelings and ask myself how I can be kinder, trusting, respectful, confident. I got this from a book “the six pillars of self esteem” and it’s helped me paused and realized the biggest validation I “needed” was to give myself to permission feel what I feel and be ok with it. I’m still working thru it, I erased a lot of post so I know I come off hateful. Yet I kinda I see which ppl are also in their trauma response but whatever at the end of the day ppl are responsible for themselves and this is the internet. At some point you gotta go outside and step barefoot on some grass… unless you’re in suburbs and there’s glass. My point is ppl gotta take their moments outside of here and not take everything so literal, or so serious.
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP83mSPYX/