cjean

[sammiepoo]

Okay thanks for the advice I believe that is why i am in college and I was the first person in my state to go to college after being in foster care that has been such a great and big honor for me

[cj]

been feeling like a psycho depressed person who needs therapy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've literally been reading my notes ....every single one of them even back to my first sm days....Sigh.....

I wish there was a cure for a broken heart...or some time of pain medicine like there is for a headache or migraine...instead we have to let time heal us...and its taking me forever. Idk if Im EVER going to get through this. I wish  this was a simple problem like some of you guys where he isnt calling me or he disappears...instead he's hovering over in my life and its a freaking baby involved. There's no getting over that. 

The minute I start feeling like Im ok, something reminds me of  the freaking baby!
I hate this'
I hate him'
I hate my life'

[Luckystar]

"The minute I start feeling like Im ok, something reminds me of  the freaking baby!
I hate this'
I hate him'
I hate my life'"

 I know, its so hard not to think about the past....if i see or hear one thing about that other girl my sm was with i go into depressed/anger mode as well....

You know what we need? One of those laser things from Men in Black that delete your memory from "weeks, months, or years"....damn i really want one of those.

[cocoapple]

CSK i know what you mean.  I wish i had that too....or a rewind button is handy as well

[positivethoughts]

oh cjean - I'm sorry. I wish I could zap this period of time for you also. We all need a time machine to either fast forward or go back.

hang in there friend

[Libra]

Cjean you should look for healing. Reiki is great. Did you guys get the link I posted yesterday? Its a free class on how to attract love, it comes with a handout, great.

[sammiepoo]

I wish I had something to make us all feel better

[Sunshinegirl]

Hi Libra, the link sounds interesting but I didn't see it when I checked my unread posts.     Can you tell me where you posted it?   I'd love to check it out!

Thanks!

[Libra]

Here you go Sunshine and everybody else:

Hi everybody, here is the link for a approx. 1 hr teleclass recorded http://enlighteninglife.com/5lawsoflove/
It is a great class about 5 laws of love and relationships, it's spiritual and psychological, I hope this works for you. There is a handout also with the class that you can print and fill out, as a self help exercise. I love the handout a lot.

[sammiepoo]

Its good

[cj]

Im going to try it...and yes csk that would be awesome!!!!!!!

thx ladies for your support <3 you all 

[sammiepoo]

I am going to go over it again!

[cj]

cant wait for this memorial weekend! Im going to party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sammiepoo]

fun so a guy slept over last night

[cj]

? are you talking about my place?