Tarot reading face to face

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I've booked a tarot reading today, face to face.  They are on Facebook so I'm hoping it is someone genuine.

I'm going through a difficult situation. I thought I'd met the one, I knew when I met him. But we are not together due to his family manipulation using his grandchildren.

I don't believe he will stand up to them all, besides what kind of people do that.   He loves me.

But I'm devastated and I'm going through this for a reason.
He's the only person I've ever been myself with, never laughed so much etc but we aren't together.

It is unfair on me, so I'm struggling. That makes me vulnerable though, but I need to believe that things will be better one day. It may not even be with this man.

I've been through much worse than this.  This time I'm struggling so there must be a reason.

I'm really hoping this tarot reading will help me. 
My fear is that they just give opinions.  Its on offer this month so not too expensive. I hope they are genuine

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Well, I don't think they are psychic but it was useful.

It was over 2 hours, I was given tea and hugs. Basically self empowerment and what she said made sense.

A goodbye meeting, setting my boundaries in place. She thinks then he will stand up to them and we will be together.

I' don't want to believe the outcome, I think it's guesswork.

But the session was comforting and tried to empower me.

Definitely better than phone lines but I still don't believe she was psychic, more psychology.  Useful and I don't regret going. It was nice to be told I'll be OK, to be given hugs and drinks.

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Thank you for taking the time to post with some great comments.

I may seem positive, but I have phoned the psychics far too often desperately clinging on to what they say and increasing my anxiety.

This face to face, is a way of me weaning off my addiction.

It was useful and I don't regret going. I think one of the issues I have is not believing I will be OK.  This tarot lady told me that too and I find it comforting hearing it.

Yes that makes sense not arguing with him in m head, I can see how holding onto the negativity not only impacts me but our relationship and sadly I haven't always followed this advice .

Thank you

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I'm feeling urge again to waste money and see someone.
There is a fayre next week which I'm tempted to go to.
I feel I need to know I'll be OK and want to know when.
I'm low for various reasons, all understandable and considering what I'm going through it's doing OK.

But I'd love a genuine psychic to tell me something positive.
I've been through a lot in life and really deserve better, so I'm frustrated. Also childhood trauma means I'm naturally disposed to anxiety and struggle believing ill be OK.

I know deep down I'm wasting money but I'm still tempted to go. 

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I've booked a cheap reading for tomorrow.

I'm feeling low so it's understandable why I was tempted.
They read tarot and I know they probably have the gift of the gab too.   They have their own website, which I prefer, although not proof they are psychic.

I need to find better ways of comforting myself and knowing I'll be OK.

I know deep down I'm wasting my hard earned money but hopefully they have a good perspective.

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I'm feeling low so recognise I'd like to call psychic to give me hope.  I saw my last post a month ago, she was useless.  Although cheap, said either  you will be happy or someone else will!  Either you will be married or someone else will!

I'd still love to speak to genuine psychic, but I'm not prepared to waste any money.  I suppose its q sign of me starting to feel low.  Understandable as I'm going through a  tough time.

It's awful how we have been exploited

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Thanks Mina.  No it doesn't sound preachy as you're giving me tips and suggestions.   I see what you mean about having the faith I will be OK and this is something I naturally struggle with due to my childhood trauma but I also have long covid, so I'm not well. I've always coped in the past, but my resilience is currently low. I definitely need to work on this.

Oh I need to look into retrograde, I never think about astrology affecting moods etc  perhaps this will give me some comfort too