I'm going to start calling you Love because I don't like the first part!!!
Love,
This forum has really helped me throughout this strange period of my life. I have come to care about everyone here. Because I do care, I must say that I don't think you should do it.
I completely believe in energy, possible blocks, and other stuff most people would laugh at, but in no way would I want you to spend so much money for something you might be able to accomplish yourself through meditation, yoga, etc. I saw a psychic hear in town who gave me an accurate reading, but then tried to sell me on the same type of thing. She said things weren't working out because of negativity in our energies and that I needed a cleansing. I didn't do it. I not just because I couldn't justify spending so much money, but because if I had to question it, I knew it wasn't right.
You will ultimately follow your gut and do what your heart desires, but I would say don't do it. If it's meant to be, it will be. I know it's easier said than done, but I only say it because I don't want you to regret it later on.