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optx88:
Have a great time in Vegas!

I am trying to let go as well.  Not with the thoughts of him coming back...but I just really need to for my mental and heart health.  I'm so angry in regards to everything.  I don't know if he was honest with me...I question that...but at the time I believed him.  I'm questioning myself and how I could have been so wrong in regards to everything.

I have a reading scheduled with Nina to follow up on some things.  She keeps changing her schedule last minute which is really frustrating .

I read with Miriam and I liked her reading...f irst time and she was very thorough and went along with what the others have said.

I read with Deejay this morning and I just don't know what I think...she kept going on at first about the economy going bad again and he is really stressing about finances and everyone is stressing about finances... etc...(which can apply to everyone... but that is just not one of his stresses)  I felt  like i had to provide info...i was asking questions and i just wasn't getting answers and i was getting frustrated. ..she asked if there was another woman and i said yes...she told me that he sees it as a serioius relationshi p and he has introduced her to friends and is on the fence on introducing her to family...(the only thing that she got right was that he has a family gathering over the holiday weekend)  but who knows...may be he will bring her...who knows...at this point i just don't care.  she said that i put too much pressure on him and he felt trapped (which is not true...i never did...he would bring up things and i would say...if you want to talk about it we can...but we aren't there yet...)  i never pressured him..and she said it was the vibe i was giving off...but i just don't think that either...sh e also said stuff about his friends relationshi ps and divorces that he had to watch his friends go thru etc....none of his friends are divorced.

So who knows what to think of it....but at this point...i just feel done.

LiveLaughLove:

Thanks!!

WOW! So off!! Crazy!! I think its a good plan to start letting go, each day will get easier when you decide to do that :)

optx88:
At the moment I am very well aware that I am torturing myself...I keep checking her page and it is not a good thing....bu t I am giving myself until Sunday and then I am done (and I don’t mean Sammi the Sweatheart done)...I just feel like there is something that doesn't make sense...I am not sure if I am just looking to prove these readers right or wrong.

Tuesday I was on Youtube looking up something and decided that I was going to look up the video link to see if it was still on there and it was…I accidentall y hit the mouse and I see that she made a comment.  I was so mad...it's his friend's account...a nd none of his friends had left comments... it is a little weird...and I basically don't like it...it made it feel too real and it made me just think these readers are wrong.

Today she posted on her page something along the lines of how she is counting down the hours until she sees her Russian man and have greek food and partake in some dutch vodka...ton ight can't come fast enough....o ne of the comments from one of her friends is how she is so in love and its so cute etc. 

I don't know if it's him and I don't know what to think.  When you ask him what he is...he doesn't really think of himself as anything... he says that he's Jewish...bu t he is not religious at all and neither is his family...so he doesn't feel a connection to the Jewish culture or religion... we had a lengthy discussion about it when we were together about Ethnic backgrounds ...he said that he guesses that he's Russian...b ut again..so far removed that he just doesn't think of himself as Russian at all.....but he absolutely loves Greek Food...but he doesn't do Vodka...

He is down the shore this week...and he loves loves loves the beach...he also has a wedding in  upstate NY this weekend that he is not looking forward to because he has to lose his beach time (even though it was only 1 day) but he was more annoyed about the 3 or 4 hr car drive...wel l...i can't see him cutting his vacation in half to go and be with a girl....but if he is...then that means that he is making efforts...a nd you only make efforts for the people that you really like no?

I know that I am making this so much harder on myself than it needs to be...I guess I think that the more I see...the more sense this will make...sens e of what?  I am not sure?  Maybe who's right or wrong?

I had a callback scheduled with Nina for 2 days now and I finally got on with her a little bit ago.  I just don’t know what to think.  She remembered speaking to me and she explained things a little more and she gave me some more details and she sticks to her time frame.  She made me feel better about some things.

I asked her about them being together…and she said that they are not together…that is not how he sees it…and she is definitely looking at this a lot more than he is…she described her a little more and talked to me about more posts etc (I didn’t mention it to her until afterwards)  she said in a few weeks all string of communicati on will be removed…I will not see any more posts or traces of her.

Nina also picked up that I was thinking of sending him an email again…that was true.  Tuesday night I was very upset and I just hate what I am letting this do to me…so I wanted to send him a “Good-bye” Email…basically asking him not to reach out to me anymore because it hurts me too much because he means something to me and I will never know what his intentions are…but I basically will always want more.  I didn’t do…and I am not going to do it.  But she highly suggests that I don’t…I would regret it. 

She was very nice…and she did make me feel better…I want to believe what she says…I really do…but I want to believe in reality and not fantasy and right now I don’t know what’s what.

The one thing that I always felt when I was with him was hope…every time I hear from him…I just feel hope…maybe I afraid to let go because if I do I will be letting go of “hope”.

I know in time…things will be better and I will feel better…but I wish it was now.

vanyct:
LLL Good Luck in Vegas!! If you win big you can let your ex know how well off you without him and then make him suffer a bit for what he put you through.  I know I sound spiteful... Maybe that's why things don't work out for me.. hmmm

cj:
gg you are so right. Wtf do  they see and how come soo many of them are so wrong. I stopped calling a long time ago when l found out the guy who is my sm had a baby.

False hope is the worst. Save your $. It doesnt hurt to just wait for it to happen without calling (if thats what you choose to do) I know someone on here said they waited 6 years for anything to happen. Well l'm 26. By then who knows where l will be.

I use to bash people for being so negative but now l see why. Nothing happens! Life is too short to worry about one person who may never come bqack until 6 years. I refue to pin hopes on psychic readings to direct my life. YOu're basically paying money to be told what you want to hear and then when something bad happens it hurts more!

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