The Psychic Reviews
Relationship Psychology Discussions => My Story => Topic started by: cj on February 16, 2011, 08:05:06 PM
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me and this guy fell for each other now I feel like all hope is lost for us.
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Wow Cjean. I don't even know what to say except I can only imagine how much that must have hurt. Does he know how upset you are? Does he know you are in love with him?
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geez, like what you say in the other post, you have tons of guys waiting for u, maybe just have fun hang out and see what happens, enjoy yourself.
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well I haven't decided what I would do. But yeah in a way I have forgiven him. I need to for myself. It was draining my energy and happiness. I was letting someone else's problem become my own. It wasn't worth it. But forgiving doesn't mean being naive. Love doesn't come with an instruction manual. I have def moved on and fast! lol. You can forgive someone but that doesn't mean you should tolerate everything... We don't have to tolerate what people do just because we forgive them for doing it. Forgiving heals us personally. To tolerate everything only hurts us all in the long run.
Donna told me something so inspiring from her reading. She said: despite the seemingly difficult path that you've chosen you have to keep going and be open for the unexpected that is against you. Ne calm and patient and its time to start expecting good news.
I know its hard to believe because none of us has come with our great stories of success, but whatever happens...I know that I have my power back. He does mean a lot to me and maybe I do look stupid for forgivinghim, but I am healing myself, and allowing this situation to empower me! Not him or her! So in the end I will always come out victorious.
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I went on a date with my sm for my bday on Fri the 12th (Abrielle tole me last month that he would pour his heart out on Feb13th. She was a day late but very right. Then Winter and Tatiana told me that on the 2nd week of Feb. he would tell me he cared about me but that his choices have made things complicated. And they were right! Tonight he definitely opened up and told me that he cared about me and he doesn't want to hurt me and he doesn't mean the messed up things he's said when we fought last week. He kissed me on my forehead and played with my hair while dishing his true feelings. So.........finally..not much but a start! + some real predictions that finally came true that I did not expect!
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ugh..today was a bad..bad, day...me and sm got into it again...Ive never said I love you per say but he knows how much I care for him...He is pissing me off...he keeps saying how much he misses me and how he wishes things could go back to how it was but how could they..they he says how he wants to be friends..blah blah..bc I told him I have a new boo...He's not too happy about that but too bad! Then he pissed me off by saying Im being a bit dramatic about the whole situation...can u believe it! I t old him Im changing my #....hes fucking selfish and insensitive and only wants whats best for himself...Im not gonna just stick around until you have this baby thing sorted out! FUCK HIM AND FUCK IT!!!!!!!`
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Sigh. Hang in there, it will pass, there will come a point where you will either mend it or break it. When it comes to emotions, I know it's hard. All of us are stuck in relationship problems and feeling so bad about it. I hope things will be better for u soon.
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cjean - I'm sure he misses you and wants you back. He is probably panicked that you are going to hit it off with this other guy and will say lots of stupid stuff to get you to stay with him - just as a friend or more. Interesting reaction to your boundaries and pull back..............He made his bed!!
Hang in there,
PT
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I miss him too...soo much...to the point where I cant even see him because I want him back so badly. Just seeing him would make me change my mind. For some reason he just doesn't get that. Im just down. I was thinking about changing my number. :-[
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I changed my cell phone number..I just can't and Im not ready to be his friend yet...I really need to just center myself for a while..this is still emotionally draining me. I feel this was my best option. He has no way of contacting me either...so I guess...he was right "I'm pushing him away" and...thats how it should be :'(
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Good thinking with the number change. Stay strong.
And you should post a pic so these people can see what a hottie you are! I mean it, you need to be feeling good and let new love find it's way to you!!! xoxo
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cjean - you changed your number? Wow - you are so strong. An inspiration really. I wonder if he is freaking out yet
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how do I post it?
pt: if he's not freaking out yet thats because he's only texted me and hasn't tried calling...but he will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he won't know what to do...better for me..now he'll see how it feels when you want something so bad and all you can do is let it go.
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wowwwwww. Keep us posted
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last Fri a week after we went on the date..he and I got into this big argument bc he is trying to make me think that Im being dramatic etc. So finally, I said you know what: you're selfish and you only think about yourself. You want your cake and eat too.
So I threatened that I would change my #...so Fri he texted me and said that he had an emergency and that his heart was giving him problems and if I could come helpe him....s oI ran over there thinking he was dying or something and when I get there theres nothing wrong...he just wanted to see me! Can you believe that!
So he tried to get all mushy and honestly it just seems like he's trying to hold me back...he wants me to stay but with no real commitment???? and then a baby??? Its just too much work and too hard for me to actually say ok. If he's not willing to bet on me, why should I bet on him?
So I told him that the best thing he could do is let me go if he cares about me bc its too hard....I cant take this, and Im not ready for the things I thought I was ready for. So..Im just having my own life right now..without him in it...
So I will def keep you posted and let you know what happens with him.
Seha says it wont matter if I change my # bc he will try and find me anyways. Well he needs to prove to me that he is there to be with me.
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this is going to be a long 9 month's - my friend
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its going to be a long 9 days! lol
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besides..the shady thing is she's almost due...like in May or June...so that means she's been preg and Im just now finding out in Jan!!!!!!!
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LOL!
well if I were him I wouldn't be dying to tell you the news either!! haha
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true....lol ;)
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cjean... this dude sounds shady. I'm sorry, but do you really want to be with a man (excuse me, boy) who would get another girl pregnant and continue this dance with you? I think he has to sort out his life, because there's a new person coming into this world. And it SHOULD affect him and maybe help him grow up a little, start to understand responsibility. And who knows, because many never do. Do you think perhaps you would be totally gracious and step out of the equation for yourself and him and that child?
I feel very strongly that you deserve better than this situation has been and can be for you. Think of the most upstanding male figures in your life, maybe your grandfather with the lotto numbers, and ask yourself, what would they say about this guy? Funny thing- I asked myself that question with the guy I thought I should/would be with, and I actually answered that my grandfather wouldn't judge that he was a cheater because my grandfather might have done that too (history's a little unknown on that point), but in the final days, when my story came to a giant climactic head, I thought of Che Guevara and Johnny Cash, and how they had found women they were better with while they were married to otherwise good women. I thought, 'it happens, right, this could be us.' BUT THEN, it hit me, those men were solid, honest and owned up to their feelings and made that change even though they hurt someone they loved. That is how he was not like them. And that is why I felt my respect for him, and all the excuses I'd made for him, GO.
I know you posted all that writing about soul mates, I know you're feeling this intense connection, but as a woman who also loves profoundly deeply and has a few years on you, I promise you, these feelings happen again. I've said it before, love shouldn't torment you, it should make you feel capable of great things, supported, and safe, and secure, that your hearts are joined and nothing else is standing in the way. Billions of people in the world (aka fish in the sea!!) xoxoxo!!!
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Well I agree with you kira. I have taken myself out of the equation just so he could live his life freely and I could live mines.
Johnny Cash took years before he married June...thats the sucky part of all of this...it can take years..but June lived her life also.
I am dating though and I know I will feel love again..just at the moment I really don't want other fish in the sea. I kind of want my fish :( And he may be an asshole but I do believe that hes just trying to get the best of both worlds and whatever he figures out, Im sure I'll be ready for it.
I hope you understand.
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oh, hon, I do get it. And it's not about me understanding.
This: I kind of want my fish :( And he may be an asshole but I do believe that hes just trying to get the best of both worlds and whatever he figures out, Im sure I'll be ready for it.
wow. Reread that every day. You're ok with him being an asshole? And you think it's ok for him to try to get the best of both worlds? I remember telling my ex-guy he was trying to have his cake and eat it too. Guess what though. I'm not cake. I'm the entree, the sides, the salad, the soup, the dessert AND the drinks, m****f***!
What you wrote there sounds like you're also ok with being there if he figures out it's you... I hope you figure out it's you first!
It may not sound like it, but I'm trying to be sensitive to people's feelings, this is all so personal. But I am getting totally fed up with these "psychics" throwing around "soul mates" so freely!!! Doesn't anybody see what's going on here? I feel like I'm taking crazy pills!! (remember Mugatu from Zoolander?) At any rate, I swear to you, I would want anyone to tell me what they thought rather than just try to soothe my owies with co-misery.
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Oh I totally agree!!!! Im sick of this sm crap also! But no I dont mean t hat Im ok with that...Im saying that right now thats how I feel...like I want my fish...but Im still going to do me and date and live my life...If he decides that he wants me then Ill be willing to work on it..if he decides that he doesnt then thats fine too (I will be prepared for whatever outcome that comes)
Life goes on with or without him...and I have so much going for myself...its not my job to show him my worth..he should just know it.
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changing my # was that 1st step. Bc I can't keep pretending like Im ready for this great friendship between me and this guy when Im still soo obviously in love. I cant deal with it..i need to focus on myself and do things for myself.
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For now...Im happy. I feel better now that I changed my #. I feel like Ive gotten my power back. And Thats how it should be! 8)
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i need to focus on myself and do things for myself.
YES! Listen, all it takes is time.. Time passes and you surprise yourself. I couldn't imagine dating just one month ago! But let me tell ya something now... I am ready and I'm feeling great!!!!!! I'm like, wow, I seriously cried my fucking eyes out for months over that guy?? (And that's just it, at the time, I knew he was the one man on this earth I had finally been given the chance to meet so we could find our way to be together...) noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Like you said, it's not my job to show him. I'll just live, do my thang, and someone, an even better one is gonna notice. I know it! :-*
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Sigh, I am not sure what to write. All I can say is time is the best psychic. Time will tell everything. CP are just money suckers. IF by logic or reasoning you know that you are not meant to be with someone or is not worth yout time and effort, let them go. Move forward and be happy, see if anyone comes along and be happy. Time will heal all wounds. I know we have been hurt over and over again, but do you want the cycle to repeat and repeat? I am making a choice to move on over my ex, SM or not, and I will see how, no doubt I loved him too too much and the most, but if he aint giving me happiness and the dumb SMS he has send me, I am not sure what I want from him. If the SM are a bunch of selfish asshole, is there worth holding on to?
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time is definitely the best psychic...and if its making you sad then move on..its time for us to stop chasing and start being chased...I love my life...and Im having fun!
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haha Cjean, I like that one. In any case, I am meeting this new guy, he too is recovering from a breakup over 6 months back and together for 3 years. Similarly, I had mine story about 4 months back although it was shortlived. We had a honest chat, we feel comfortable with each other but he is not sure how he felt towards me, and if we are taking each other as a rebound. I am not sure. But in any case, I just said, lets have fun, hang out and see what comes. Just be open and time will tell.
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well thats where the psychics come in..I only call for empath readings bc no one really knows what someone will do..only God does...I talk t o Genessa and Seha for empathic stuff..they're really good...and so is Violet.
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but my suggestion would be to date more than one person so your not caught up...
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haha why is PT uploading cjean's pic?
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We were all in chat last night and cjean said she could't post her pictures. So I offered to do it for her. She emailed them to me. Are you still up from last night?
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cjean's a smokin' hot mamacita!!! told ya! xo
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thx ladies...thx PT...lol @ fm: must you know everything! lol
aww guys thats my baby pup that passed in Oct. :(
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Cjean you are a hottie!
Your puppy was a cutie patootie. Do you think you will get another puppy at some point?
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thx kiki ;) I really want one sooo bad...i loved my puppy so much....like a man...I dont want to get hurt again so idk when I will get another pet. :-[ I told my asshole that a man and a pet are two things that makes me :D but one dies..and the other one breaks your heart :'(
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my friend from work just hooked me up with a blind date lol....omg...I can't believe her...but she thinks me and this new guy will be cute together so...who knows. Hey, Im down...as long as it keeps me :)
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Blind dates scare the sh*t out of me.
Cjean, I understand what you're saying about your dog and getting a new one.
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meanwhile I spoke to a-hole last night...I didnt want him to worry about me since my new number is unavailable to him so I called him on my house phone so he would know that Im ok and alive. He seemed kind of upset because he kept asking me what happened to my cell and I wouldnt answer him. I kept avoiding the question. So he def knows now that I changed my cell phone # and he's not very happy about that. He's really sad right now. He doesn't know what to do anymore because obviously I've pushed him away and Ive made things pretty clear. I know he doesn't wont to be where he is but he has to take care of his responsibility so...he can't expect me to sit around until he gets it together...Ive done that for a year and look where its gotten me...heartbroken, and obsessed with cp lol
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lol...Ive never done one...but she knows him..he works at her mother's job. And yeah Im nervous bc Idk what he'll look like or if he'll be interested in me..but hey..gotta take risks right...
now my other concern is if he turns out to be psycho lol...in that case....I'll be leaving his info with my best friend lol
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Hahaha, I love how the way u call him a a-hole haha. Anyway yes, u have a group of people to support you and move on, so do away with A-HOLES and calling CPs. Save your pocket. haha.
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good for you Cjean!
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will do fm ::) lol
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Ops --- Sorry ... Comment withdrawn --- Haha.
So anyone watched Glee?! Nice show I like the alcohol episode. haha.
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ughhhhhhhhh the fat girl? Im going to hurt you fm! :o
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Ops sorry, just the face a little bit. removed the comment :P
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lmao..yeah you better remove it lol!!!!!!! ??? ::) :-\
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Im such an idiot! I speak to my x today and I slipped and told him I changed my #.......! So now he's mad and Im more confused than ever.
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Cjean
I totally believe you were on to something by changing your number. You need to scare him and let him think you are not there for him. It might take a couple of weeks or even months because you know that when he has that baby he is going to need to talk to you bc he is not really happy about this baby thing or else he would be marrying the girl. Since you called him , now he knows that your there...you really want him to think your not there. I put an app on my phone that blocks calls and texts so I dont see whos trying to contact me. this way Im not tempted to answer when he calls bc when my sm texted me a month ago I responded and I shouldnt have. So when I go bcak to work I know he is going to start textin me and I wont respond bc he needs to know Im serious.
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Make him miss you...I blocked my sm's number so that if i see it I dont get tempted to pick up...the last time he texted me I made the mistake of responding but I know he thoght that was going to start up a conversation between us...I know he checks his phone to see if I call but nooooo
Im a little glad I havent been to work but when I come back...Im going to look so good and happy, and tan like iwent on vacation, which i did, and he is going to wonder about me...if he doesnt respond the way I want him to then he loses ...not me.
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yeah he def does miss me..he called my job Sat..so it is what it is...but I wonder if this whole make him miss u thing works lol...so far no bueno
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Sometimes it takes months to make them miss you...I have done that a couple times with my Sm and he cones back but now I have to show him that he is going to lose me forever. If he doesnt respond then I know he is just having a hard time letting the past go and he really doesnt love me ...But then why do they come back...it cant be lust...he can lust anyone.
I wrote mines a letter and told him how I felt and what Im not putting up with...if he doesnt want to sit me down and open up when I see him...he loses not me. and better be glad I dont sleep with his best friend to get even (like the witch did...i have no idea why he woulod even be friends with her)
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Oh well mines misses me everyday..its not taking him months...hes just a bleep. He wants to be a good guy and be there for the other girl but at the same time he doesnt want to lose me.... ??? what do I look like? a jacket on layaway...... on to the next one! 8)
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I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH...
I hate him! >:(
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I'm tired of fixing stuff..its time he starts fixing ...Im drained.
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I feel drained as well cjean
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csk...we need a vacation with some HOT WATER BOYS LOL
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sorry for whoever was offended by my language last night... I was venting and angry from arguing with a-h...I dont normally curse lol..This man has me turning into the incredible hulk lol
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Im in the greatest mood...
everything will be ok.
Im focusing on my intuition bc I know I will be at a crossroad and I need to make the right decision for myself.
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Yes cjean, you will be happy, you have a good sense of humour and to hell with all the Aholes. Stay Chirpy!
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Absolutely! You've got so much to offer the right person!
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thx lovelies :-*
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:o whats wrong with my guy..he keeps calling and asking "if I'm busy" and when I say "no" he hangs up lol. ???
This is the second time he's done this ...its annoying lol
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Wow! That is bizarre? :P
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I know right angel lol..men do crazy things lol
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I just want to say that I've been really happy and some stuff that psychics have told me has been happening for the past month and a half... :D
IDK if I feel like getting too detailed...I hate jinxing stuff...
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You don't have to go into lots of details, but can you say who has been right about the stuff that's been happening?
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dont worry kiki..I will I just have to go back to my notes now...I didnt want to post anything until it happened...I'll be gettinig back to you guys later on tonight... ;)
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That's great, CJean! I get so excited for us (all) when one of our predictions comes to pass. It gives each and every one of us hope to stay positive and continue putting our intentions out to the universe (even when it seems bleak)!
Can't wait to hear your news after you review your notes :)
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can someone help me decode this weird mess from a-hole
I told him I am hurt and heart broken and he said "well maybe you're just hiding behind my heart"
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He speaks weird sometimes lol
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I don't know how to decipher that Cjean? I think I would directly ask him for clarification since you talk to each other? I would be like what does that mean...I don't get it? ???
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lol... I havent talked to him since Thur...F him! lol...I was thinking ab that though...
When I asked he wouldnt tell me which means he feels like he's said too much as it is. I know this man very well :-\
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So I take everyone is still unsure about:
decode this weird mess from a-hole
I told him I am hurt and heart broken and he said "well maybe you're just hiding behind my heart"
Im not paying to find out what this means so help is needed by you guys...my friends ;)
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Cjean-
The good news is that things are starting to pan out and that goes to show you that the CP readers are giving us truthful information :)
Even if it's just in the small things, what is important is that things (big or small) are being seen and coming to pass.
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what do you mean? Is this pertaining to my decoding mission? lol
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In your prior posting you mentioned that slowly things are panning out for you (albeit small things), but still, things. You were going to consult your notes and then share with our group.
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I did that last night or two nights ago shoegal...I put a lot up there...look into my profile and then look at my posts...I reviewed a lot of psychics. I only have maybe 6 more to get back to you guys about.
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But yes things have been panning out for me. I put specific things in specific psychic reviews. I dont feel like reiterating..its so much..Im retracting all the readings since Feb- now
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Thanks, Cjean, for sharing. I'll look through your posts :)
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:) dont worry I'll review some maybe later on tonight after Im done with these lessons
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You've totally captured my interest in Elijah and Julia. Maybe I should read with them rather than a second read with Gina Rose or continuously trying to get into Uli's queue :)
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Oh girl...Elijah is on point..beachgirl read with him over the weekend...and what I love about Julia is that she predicted stuff based on energy for each month last year aug. Her reading laster from aug-may...so I called her to get updates and she really hit the nail right on the money. She told me that he is showing her that my heart has pain and sorrow around it and that its bc of another woman. So glad he knows that Im pretty distraught..then she told me what to expect with him and our relationship till Dec. So far since my Aug reading with her she has been right...this month she said he would be building walls and he has! We're actually fighting right now and havent spoken since Thur....She has been right on for me. The cool thing about it also is that she told me what would happen with them for the year also...so I know when he's letting go etc...She even seen t hat he was showing her that him and her connection is having the same family and friends...no one else talks about that but I think thats important! She told me when we would be fighting//when we would be in a happy mode..she even said that he was showing her a pic in July of me with another man and how he would start to stalk me on fb and keep tabs on me around that time....it was so funny...esp bc everyone says a new guy will come around June/July
She's awesome...
Elijah is amazing also..he picks up deeper things than anyone else does...and you just sit there with an empty book and write because he will tell you more than anyone else will...he reads beyond surface...jesus I want you to speak to both! lol
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have you ever tried Abrielle?
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Things happen in your life that will not go your way, they will not have the ending you hoped for and you will probably be dissapointed... but don't try and change these things... instead... remember them for next time.
Life comes without guarantees except that... Laughing will brighten your day, smiling will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change you forever
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nice poetry cjean ;D
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Thanks, Cjean, I'm def going to schedule a reading with Julia. She sounds awesome.
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I *hate* to burst the Julia bubble but I have to be honest. I read with her a few years back and didn't have the best experience. We all connect differently - and I definitely didn't connect with Julia but at the time I thought I did. She is lovely and very nice to chat with but with literally everything she told me - the exact opposite happened. This had nothing to do with SM.
sorry
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What I don't like about Julia is that she has master degree in counseling, hmmmmm I want to talk to a psychic not to a psychologist.
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lol...I agree with you Libra...although I may need both!
lmao
Anyways me and my a-hole speak 7 days a week..we fight for 4 and are happy the next 3...things have really taken a toll on me and him. I feel myself slowly feeling depressed and hopeless. I dont know if I can let go completely yet. It is just so hard.
Right now we're not on good terms and it's actually hurting me a great deal. I'm trying to mend things but thats hard too...letting go is so hard..I dont know how people do it
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(((bi hug))) CJ. Letting go is one of the hardest things to do. But you are strong and if that is your decision for now, then I know you can do it.
xxoo
pt
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so updates:
my a-hole had his child early and it is a girl...EVERYONE was wrong about the sex. Crazy thing is I and he thought it was a boy so I have to say (and I hate to believe this) but I think these psychics are picking up on things that we wish and things we believe in our hearts.
If they can't even see the sex of a baby and they volunteered that information not me! (so please dont tell me that they arent suppose to read babies bc thats bs)
I dont want to sound negative but now I dont believe anything they say mostly take it with a grain of salt bc how come they couldnt see something that small. I think Im going to stick to reading with whoever told me something negative.
False hope is the worst feeling in the world.
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So sorry Cjean! I know how discouraging that must be...I think they do pick up our thoughts because they are reading us after all! Did Ellen predict that it would be a boy?
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Oy CJ. That is discouraging
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No ellen didnt tell me the sex... RICKY (who was sooo sure)..DANNI (who I quest in general about her assurance about everything) ..SEHA (who I love so maybe she just couldnt really see it) and GENESSA (who I think is this great empath so she just picks up on what people feel rather than her actually having some form of clairvoyancy. oh...and JEAN who I also think is just a realllyyyyy good empath and not actually clairvoyant.
Shoot even myself...I think Im just a real good empath also bc I had two dreams that it was a boy...so either I was wrong or my guides were...
either way it just scares the living daylights out of me that they can be so wrong about something so small...I mean than what else are they wrong about.
Lastly I want to say all of the psy who told me this new guy was going to be with me long or that I could have something good going with him was wrong also... Lalita...Rivers...Violet...Jean...Maryanne...Lucy...they all encouraged this relationship...
only three said he wouldnt be around long: Ricky..Venus..and VJ..oh and Elijah and Uriela and another one of my friends who is psychic....they are the only ones who said he will not be in my life path longterm...and they were right.
.....so Im pretty much done asking for any "guidance"
no hope=no pain.
The end.
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I know. very.
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My thing is I get that baby's are very protected and that they are hard to read but why volunteer that info and sound so sure when you know its a possibility to be wrong...that to me just makes me wonder what else youre so sure about and it may be soo wrong.
Im not bitter Im just annoyed.
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I understand your frustration cjean, but really does the sex of the baby matter? A baby is here now and that is it.
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well...no the sex doesnt matter to me...I was just hoping that if they could get that right that there was a possibility that other things were right as well...it just makes me doubt everything...and not to mention I already feel shitty ab this whole baby ordeal...
I pretty much feel like theres nothing to do...Im pretty much done hoping.
Im ready to move on...next thing you know I end up finding out something else. Im so over that.
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Well just hope that whatever happens will be to your greater good. Do you, or did you get readings on what is going on between your sm/ahole and the other woman?
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yea...and I mean supposedly its not a happy situation....blah blah....I even had genessa channel him which was amazing bc the first thing he told her to tell me was:
sorry things were so hard for me and you
forgive me and forget about the past
what do you think about marriage and some other amazing stuff
and I asked about her also...
I know def she tricked him into having a baby but still...it takes two to tango..
@ this point Im done talking about it and Im just moving on. Whatever that greater good is...just needs to happen because its not feeling good on my end @ all lol
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Hi My name is CJ and I use to be a psychic addict. Now I spend money on new clothes, vacations and spending as much time out distracting myself. I hate men, I hate soulmates, I hate lessons, and I hate waiting! Lol.
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i hope that i can be like you CJ, in a couple weeks lol I live that post very very much! 8)
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That is what I'm doing CJ, traveling, and caring for MYSELF, a psychic told me when you are in relationship your focus goes to relationship, sometimes it is needed that we are alone to change the focus to ourselves, I have been alone now for 6 months and it was tough to just be alone and not be lonely, but I am having good time overall.
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coco you can be....I wasnt leaving my bed for the whole month of Jan at one point and taking it one day at a time seemed too long so I started taking it moment to moment. It gets better :)
Libra its your time to shine! No more single lady for you Im sure of it ;)
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Cjean you are so funny.....
I am hoping to spend more time and money on myself as well...doing much better than i was last year!!
Can't wait to see who is right about the predictions though, i definitely got a "mix" of different things that are suppose to happen.
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holy crap....I had a prediction happen for me from my 1st sm...from last yr!
he emailed me on fb and asked me to move down to his state bc we were perfect together :o this pred was suppose to happen a while ago! Like last yr lmaoooo...
Venus was the one who said he would ask me to move down there to be with him...Its been an interesting road with him...jeez...
now I have two sm headaches! great! lol
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Hey guys I can tell by reading yalls posts that their is alot of hurt and heartache and I understand what it is like to be hurt. I had alot of hurt my whole life. I am 20 years old, and I will be 21 in July I grew up in foster care and it was so hard for me, then when I was in college the summer before my sophomore year I met Elvin and everything in my life seemed to be better and it was until we broke up. i love Elvin so much and just recently in December of2010 we began communicating again and I was real happy about that. Elvin is my best friend and in order to have any kind of relationship you got to be best friends before you can marry them. :) I understand that tremendously, now more then ever.
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Yes my gy is my best friend....deciding not to talk to him at all is extremely hard but it gets a bit better everyday...Im really putting my foot down..it's all or nothing for me...I wont continue to have him a part of my life if he and I aren't together...PERIOD! lol >:(
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I understand cj what thats like I have to have Elvin in my life in some form or fashion :)
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yeah..it sucks bc you're not just breaking up with the love of your life bt also your best friend...all wrapped into one :( the worst feeling ever...
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When Elvin and I broke up I felt like my whole world was coming to an end now I understand it was because he was scared of commiting now things are getting better :)
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yeah especially because he's so young also...men are scared of committing at age 40! lol...so you can imagine in their early twenties like our guys...but when you do meet that person who makes you feel whole, and soothes all your past pain and makes you feel like nothing else matters except them being with you bc they have made you smile more everyday..just by listening, caring, holding you and sometimes just by the small gestures of kissing you goodnight when you've hard a long hard day ......it makes you feel like you could die tom bc someone in this world loves you and accepts you flaws and all.....
and then they do something dumb...like get a woman preg lol
then it goes downhill from there lol :-\
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Honestly he is the only person out their that I feels actually loves me, because my mom doesnt :(
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Aww dont feel bad..my mom loves me too much...she stalks me every morning @ 6am! lol
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Your lucky, i wish mine stalked me!! lol that would be better then what she does lol
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you def dont want your mom stalking you...my family is one loud hilarious embarrassment lmaooo...my mom would show up to my job to ask me a quest..and she lives an hour away! lol fml lmao :P
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Wow!! I reckon your mom and family really does love ya :) you should be a little happy about that because I wished mine showed me just once that she actually loves me and cares :) she has only cared about herself and not me. I sure dont want to be the mother she is I want to be way above that :)
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well focus on your experience making you better...dont harbor that over your head..let it be her regret and let it empower you :)
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Okay thanks for the advice I believe that is why i am in college and I was the first person in my state to go to college after being in foster care :) that has been such a great and big honor for me :)
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been feeling like a psycho depressed person who needs therapy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've literally been reading my notes ....every single one of them even back to my first sm days....Sigh.....
I wish there was a cure for a broken heart...or some time of pain medicine like there is for a headache or migraine...instead we have to let time heal us...and its taking me forever. Idk if Im EVER going to get through this. I wish this was a simple problem like some of you guys where he isnt calling me or he disappears...instead he's hovering over in my life and its a freaking baby involved. There's no getting over that. :'(
The minute I start feeling like Im ok, something reminds me of the freaking baby!
I hate this'
I hate him'
I hate my life'
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"The minute I start feeling like Im ok, something reminds me of the freaking baby!
I hate this'
I hate him'
I hate my life'"
I know, its so hard not to think about the past....if i see or hear one thing about that other girl my sm was with i go into depressed/anger mode as well....
You know what we need? One of those laser things from Men in Black that delete your memory from "weeks, months, or years"....damn i really want one of those.
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CSK i know what you mean. I wish i had that too....or a rewind button is handy as well :P
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oh cjean - I'm sorry. I wish I could zap this period of time for you also. We all need a time machine to either fast forward or go back.
hang in there friend
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Cjean you should look for healing. Reiki is great. Did you guys get the link I posted yesterday? Its a free class on how to attract love, it comes with a handout, great.
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I wish I had something to make us all feel better :)
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Hi Libra, the link sounds interesting but I didn't see it when I checked my unread posts. Can you tell me where you posted it? I'd love to check it out!
Thanks!
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Here you go Sunshine and everybody else:
Hi everybody, here is the link for a approx. 1 hr teleclass recorded http://enlighteninglife.com/5lawsoflove/
It is a great class about 5 laws of love and relationships, it's spiritual and psychological, I hope this works for you. There is a handout also with the class that you can print and fill out, as a self help exercise. I love the handout a lot.
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Its good
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Im going to try it...and yes csk that would be awesome!!!!!!!
thx ladies for your support <3 you all :)
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I am going to go over it again!
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cant wait for this memorial weekend! Im going to party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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fun so a guy slept over last night
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? are you talking about my place?
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No silly I am talking about at my place! One of my friends slept over and we cuddled
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Say Whaaaaat?? Sammiepoo, no reckless behaviour! >.<
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No it was no reckless behavior hey I enjoyed the cuddling I can tell you why it took my mind off the situation. :) Which was real good. I am going to have a reading with Jacqueline soon :) I need to find out what exactly is going on with my SM what I am going to do is be like I know you are seeing us be together longterm but what type of conflict that you are seeing that makes him say things like he is going back to the mennonites!
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Hey do you guys remember the Baby sitters club well all of sudden that song came in my head and I am listening to the music video lol
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Sammiepoopers, I am totally embarassed to admit this, but yes, I used to love the Babysitters Club, and I know the song you are referring to.
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Well it randomly got in my head lol Im not embarrassed but I remember I used to read all of the books back in the day and I have three of the movies because they was my cousins that is now 35 :) I get hand me downs in my family because I am the baby in the family
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I wanted to start a Babysitters club! hahaha. None of my friends thought it was as cool as me so the group membership was only one.
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I loved it so much and obviously a part of me still does.
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Maybe we need a BSC thread?
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I agree lol!! See who all responds LOL and see how popular it gets :)
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had the best time ever last night! hope everyone is enjoying their weekend...and spending their money on new clothes for the summer and events for the weekend..... wooohooo!
dont spend all your money on psychics telling you nay or yay and then complain about it later...spend some money on yourself and enjoy every bit of it :)
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Sounds like CJ went shopping or is planning on it :)
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lmao...I shop everyday!!!!!!!! ??? :o my other addiction! lol
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okay now we need to start a forum about shopping lol Just for you CJ
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I layed in the tanning bed for 9 minutes today and let say I have a nice little burn lol! I have been laying all week and it just now decided it wanted to burn lol
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Lmao @ sammie
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why thank you cj! We can have one for the babysitters club and shopping :)
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I haven't been here in sooo long. I stopped calling psychics but just wanted to check in with all of my originals. I'm doing good btw :D