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Addicted to Psychics / Re: I want to quit
« Last post by sai07 on May 03, 2024, 07:46:10 PM »Thanks for your input SinCity.
I wanted to update the thread and needed a space to vent. Down to one reader and deleted the keen app - though I hope never to open it again. I am giving up on my POI as in, I’m tired of chasing and being second best. If he were truly meant for me and wanted to be with me, his actions would say differently. I’m tired of being kept around like a friend, my attempts to flirt shut down/minimized when he’s the one that originally pursued me and reconnected with me in Nov 2023. I’m still attracted to him but I feel tired and don’t have the mental and physical energy for it anymore. He has been talking to others and I wish them luck. I feel hurt. I haven’t cried over it yet - maybe I will - but there’s nothing to cry over because there isn’t a solid romantic relationship of any sort and I just don’t want another texting buddy. I’d rather have someone who asks me how my day was, misses me when I am away travelling, asks how I am doing and loves me to bits. I don’t know if I will ever get that but I’d rather work towards that than settle for a man that doesn’t see me. I’m just hurt. And if this is the way my psychic journey ends, then great. I don’t want to go back to the apps. I don’t want to sink any more money into this situation.
I wanted to update the thread and needed a space to vent. Down to one reader and deleted the keen app - though I hope never to open it again. I am giving up on my POI as in, I’m tired of chasing and being second best. If he were truly meant for me and wanted to be with me, his actions would say differently. I’m tired of being kept around like a friend, my attempts to flirt shut down/minimized when he’s the one that originally pursued me and reconnected with me in Nov 2023. I’m still attracted to him but I feel tired and don’t have the mental and physical energy for it anymore. He has been talking to others and I wish them luck. I feel hurt. I haven’t cried over it yet - maybe I will - but there’s nothing to cry over because there isn’t a solid romantic relationship of any sort and I just don’t want another texting buddy. I’d rather have someone who asks me how my day was, misses me when I am away travelling, asks how I am doing and loves me to bits. I don’t know if I will ever get that but I’d rather work towards that than settle for a man that doesn’t see me. I’m just hurt. And if this is the way my psychic journey ends, then great. I don’t want to go back to the apps. I don’t want to sink any more money into this situation.