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Each day has not been to kind to me. I keep on wanting to hear that phone call or knock at the door and an apology that two psychic told me he would do. When people look at me they describe me as looking sad and preoccupied. (My thought have been of him and the way he had made me feel.)
A lady asked me today if I was ok. Because it looked like I was crying. Again, I wish he could walk a day in my shoes and feel what I feel. But never will happen.
I try to knock myself out of being depressed.
The weirdest thing I am going to share and there are many conclusions that I can come to, as to why it happen, but it never happen with anyone else I was with.
When the two of us got involved and reached that point where I stayed by him.
I would come home, sleep in my own bed alone, but would wake up feeling out of place. I woke up once thinking I was at his place, then another half a sleep wondering where he was. I woke up a third time feeling I should be with him, in his place and needed him and felt out of place.
I literally never had that happen before with anyone. Nor that feeling. It was the strangest thing, but subsided.
He often spoke of dreams he had when we talked. I do not put much weight on it, because the dreams were in relation to what we talked about. Like one he had where he said, "I dreamt we were living in a condo together with three Weiner dogs."
Just things that was discussed came up in his dreams. I am sure that had drifted off to the one he is with now.
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