Relationship Psychology Discussions > My Story
cjean
sammiepoo:
Okay thanks for the advice I believe that is why i am in college and I was the first person in my state to go to college after being in foster care :) that has been such a great and big honor for me :)
cj:
been feeling like a psycho depressed person who needs therapy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've literally been reading my notes ....every single one of them even back to my first sm days....Sigh.....
I wish there was a cure for a broken heart...or some time of pain medicine like there is for a headache or migraine...instead we have to let time heal us...and its taking me forever. Idk if Im EVER going to get through this. I wish this was a simple problem like some of you guys where he isnt calling me or he disappears...instead he's hovering over in my life and its a freaking baby involved. There's no getting over that. :'(
The minute I start feeling like Im ok, something reminds me of the freaking baby!
I hate this'
I hate him'
I hate my life'
Luckystar:
"The minute I start feeling like Im ok, something reminds me of the freaking baby!
I hate this'
I hate him'
I hate my life'"
I know, its so hard not to think about the past....if i see or hear one thing about that other girl my sm was with i go into depressed/anger mode as well....
You know what we need? One of those laser things from Men in Black that delete your memory from "weeks, months, or years"....damn i really want one of those.
cocoapple:
CSK i know what you mean. I wish i had that too....or a rewind button is handy as well :P
positivethoughts:
oh cjean - I'm sorry. I wish I could zap this period of time for you also. We all need a time machine to either fast forward or go back.
hang in there friend
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