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Offline court1130

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Tumultuous times...
« on: September 15, 2020, 01:44:56 AM »
Anyone else just really going thru it right now and not having a good night or summer for that matter? I know 2020 has not been great for a number of reasons, but my personal life has also taken more hits than one. Needless to say, I'm sure many of us are looking forward to the end of this awful year; I know I am..
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Offline PinkyD

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Re: Tumultuous times...
« Reply #1 on: September 15, 2020, 02:29:02 AM »
Anyone else just really going thru it right now and not having a good night or summer for that matter? I know 2020 has not been great for a number of reasons, but my personal life has also taken more hits than one. Needless to say, I'm sure many of us are looking forward to the end of this awful year; I know I am..

Me 🙋🏻‍♀️ But I feel like it’s not just 2020! 2019 was rough AF for me too, then lightened up during the last quarter. 2020 brought fire and brimstone to my life in so many ways! Lost my entire family, not to any tragic incident but they all turned against me and made me an outcast purely in the name of greed. I’ve always put family first so this downright ripped into me. My home, I had to leave because it just wasn’t safe for me with them anymore, I ended up in a nasty drawn out legal battle as well and they’re playing really dirty. This also put a lot of strain on my relationship and a lot of fights ensued as a result, I felt he didn’t fully understand the pressure that I was under. I probably spent most of 2020 in tears, crying myself to sleep, talking to the universe, just in limbo, lost and struggling. So I’ve just been praying for strength and clarity to make it past this rough point. I know when the clock strikes 12am on New Years it’s not going to dramatically reset my life and change anything but I’m writing all this because I want you to know that you’re not alone. I’m sure we’re not alone and there are others struggling just as much or god forbid worse. But we just have to be resilient and keep on our forward path. Sometimes these extremely rough times are periods where spiritual growth is needed, where we just have to stick it out, be tumbled by the wave but try our best to learn from the difficulties because we will be stronger from it. The thing I like to remember always is that the only constant in life is change, so, even if life may be on a negative trend right now, nothing stays the same forever and soon change must come! xx

Offline CancerBumble

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Re: Tumultuous times...
« Reply #2 on: September 16, 2020, 01:43:38 PM »
I'm personally viewing 2020 as a wash. I'm not taking relationships seriously and just having fun. Who knows if the world is going to shut down again soon with the second wave. I'm viewing 2021 as a fresh start.

However, I have recently been feeling "blah". Not sad, but not happy. Just sort of in limbo. Sending you both love and feel free to PM me if you ever need someone to vent to <3

 

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