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30 day June challenge
maggs30:
--- Quote from: Pinkamena on June 05, 2020, 03:02:29 PM ---I broke down and called 😭😫😣 made though time 4 day and 13 hr ... gonna I dunno ... not binge but just feel hopeless ? I dunno
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I call it a win. Now challenge yourself to go a little longer this time. It doesn't matter if you take baby steps as long as you are still moving forward.
Nala208111:
--- Quote from: Pinkamena on June 06, 2020, 03:23:02 AM ---Thanks... I am happy and with relief to report it was just one call! But it was a few things that led me to feeling low and vulnerable ...when I feel so low (there at times no words for it 😔) ... On top of that I know when it’s happening, or about to happen, I’m aware of “it” the “bad” decisions or vulnerable situations, that make me vulnerable, but it wasn’t deep a fog, or didn’t become a deep fog of depression... so that’s good, but I did get ahead of myself.
But I am feeling much better... instead of a week, or 3 days, it lasted about several hours. I’m feeling way better now ... but also exhausted... like I had a good cry with ice cream and am ready for sleep (and replace ice cream with chicken ... and maybe some ice cream that does sound good) But last night feeling so low I decided to say “screw it let me book this session with a manifestation coach, because it’s either this or a psychic reading come tomorrow morning.” And I’m so glad it was someone that I had really wanted to get insight and it was so inspirational, so I am glad i had that because I knew it was going to be rough emotionally (and if that session sucked im also glad that I had cash money locked away and just a limit of $10... which I didn’t even need, as a preventative 😆 ) but I had my session that and it really helped me shift my focus. Feeling inspired - I went about my day and did my uber hustle and was able to earn even a little bit more than my average. So good, also win I see now that I didn’t get super depressed like before it let my self slip into that deep depression fog when I let myself down.
But my biggest biggest biggest win today was that I still have my savings from when I promised. I did dip into that for the reading but gave that back and then some with today. That feels like my biggest win- I’m not going to go broke for psychics! I have kept that promise to myself, and that feels so nice. I’m on time with bills, day by day, and I’m earning my trust. I’m actually excited to try again, I don’t think I ever said that before.
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Yes!! So glad you had a goos day! So awesome!!!
Hopeful2020:
Day 6, Made it to day 6, had to see the POI/EX due to family obligations, and then anxiety kicked up and I called. It didn't help, and I didn't get any relief because I just called a random psychic who obviously didn't connect. :(
Start over again tomorrow
maggs30:
--- Quote from: Pinkamena on June 07, 2020, 02:56:34 PM ---I got to have a session with manifestation coach ...that was that was two days ago, and this morning I was scrolling for psychics and I was like no let’s re listen to that session I had and it was great cause the intentions about me are what’s important -and with that the power of psychic got zapped. Even if I let myself have a reading it just feels like “what’s the point? They’re only going to pick up my doubts and fears cause this is what intending or projecting anyways” I really love that that magic of psychics is being dethroned and I am putting myself first in the pedestal !
So I’m excited! I have two days from last reading.
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Any time you feel like reading with someone PM me and ask what my experience was with the one you want to read with. I have called hundreds on Keen and CP. I have final outcome on 2 relationships over the last 3 years. I won't sugarcoat their accuracy lol. I also know the outcome on a few friends versus what was said.
Hopeful2020:
--- Quote from: Pinkamena on June 07, 2020, 02:59:13 PM ---
--- Quote from: Hopeful2020 on June 06, 2020, 10:20:25 PM ---Day 6, Made it to day 6, had to see the POI/EX due to family obligations, and then anxiety kicked up and I called. It didn't help, and I didn't get any relief because I just called a random psychic who obviously didn't connect. :(
Start over again tomorrow
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It happens- I get so down on myself when I do give in, I dunno what to say to Be helpful but I see you, I feel that pain too.
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