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Time to allow the Wheel of Fortune to Spin
Yaz88:
In the world of psychic readings, two weeks can feel like an eternity yet it goes by in a blink of an eye when you look back over the days, months, and seasons you spend waiting for something to change. Seems to me I’ve been stuck in the same cycle now for well over six months. Spring (when this all started) turned to Summer, Summer turned to Fall, and we are now nearing Winter. I keep trying to close this cycle out, yet I keep falling back in. Although I’ve cut readings down to a financially manageable amount, my focus and my emotions are still reverting back to a situation I should be very much moved on from. It’s a situation I cannot control, and it is one I do not understand. It’s a situation that broke my heart, and it is one I partially caused and it is one that I cannot fix. Getting readings or frequently coming on the forum is doing nothing to help restore balance to my situation, when balance was already lacking in my relationship with the person that triggered my need for readings and who is the “why” of how I got here. I was too invested then and I am too invested now. Sometimes in life we lose people and no matter how much we hope or try, they never come back and they never tell us why. Sometimes we don’t get to make right what we blame ourselves for making wrong. At this point, I just need to reset. Get away from anything to do with this person and anything that reminds me of him. The wheel of fortune needs to spin freely, no getting snagged on debris from the past or illusions of what I’ve created in my mind based on a ton of readings. Yes, in seven months with zero contact from this person and countless readings, I’ve most likely created something that is an absolute illusion. In my own readings I keep getting the Page of Swords or Ace of Swords with the Tower card clarified by the Ace of Pentacles. I also keep getting the Ten of Swords and the Wheel of Fortune. Clearly, something unexpected is about to happen in my life (business or love) and emotionally I need to be as balanced as possible. Something will end so that something new can begin. To handle this properly, I’d rather be the Queen of Swords and not Yona’s version of the Queen of Cups.
So with that, I’m taking a hiatus from this forum. I’ll be back in two weeks if balance has been restored. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!!
username1111:
--- Quote from: Yaz88 on November 24, 2019, 01:11:43 AM ---In the world of psychic readings, two weeks can feel like an eternity yet it goes by in a blink of an eye when you look back over the days, months, and seasons you spend waiting for something to change. Seems to me I’ve been stuck in the same cycle now for well over six months. Spring (when this all started) turned to Summer, Summer turned to Fall, and we are now nearing Winter. I keep trying to close this cycle out, yet I keep falling back in. Although I’ve cut readings down to a financially manageable amount, my focus and my emotions are still reverting back to a situation I should be very much moved on from. It’s a situation I cannot control, and it is one I do not understand. It’s a situation that broke my heart, and it is one I partially caused and it is one that I cannot fix. Getting readings or frequently coming on the forum is doing nothing to help restore balance to my situation, when balance was already lacking in my relationship with the person that triggered my need for readings and who is the “why” of how I got here. I was too invested then and I am too invested now. Sometimes in life we lose people and no matter how much we hope or try, they never come back and they never tell us why. Sometimes we don’t get to make right what we blame ourselves for making wrong. At this point, I just need to reset. Get away from anything to do with this person and anything that reminds me of him. The wheel of fortune needs to spin freely, no getting snagged on debris from the past or illusions of what I’ve created in my mind based on a ton of readings. Yes, in seven months with zero contact from this person and countless readings, I’ve most likely created something that is an absolute illusion. In my own readings I keep getting the Page of Swords or Ace of Swords with the Tower card clarified by the Ace of Pentacles. I also keep getting the Ten of Swords and the Wheel of Fortune. Clearly, something unexpected is about to happen in my life (business or love) and emotionally I need to be as balanced as possible. Something will end so that something new can begin. To handle this properly, I’d rather be the Queen of Swords and not Yona’s version of the Queen of Cups.
So with that, I’m taking a hiatus from this forum. I’ll be back in two weeks if balance has been restored. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!!
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Happy Thanksgiving Yaz!
What you are going through... I think probably 90+% of us on this forum are familiar with it... its def hard to process and readings can slow us down more than the other way around!
I wish you all the very best in resolving this difficult time - take good care of yourself!
HornetKick:
--- Quote from: persimmon on November 24, 2019, 05:22:42 PM ---(Cookie was like talking to a drunk, rambling Meemaw in a trailer park).
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So over the top funny. OMG. Just so true though.
bstalling:
Good luck. Remember, whatever will be will be. Readings dont change that.
beachgal214:
Good luck, Yaz. You have been an awesome contributor and I appreciate you. Good luck with everything. You got this!!!
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