I got what I was looking for. Not good news but at least I can move on.
I’m sorry Wanderlust. Did you hear this from an empath or someone you know? I know how it feels to be stung by reality. In the end, I’d rather feel the cold sting of reality instead of drowning in an illusion.
Wise words Yaz. Thank you.
It hurts and I did end up in tears but Meredith assured me he won't be back. The most I've spent on a reading since my days on CP but I'm trying to think of it as an investment for myself. I won't be calling about him anymore and will likely close my keen as he is the root of my addiction.
She told me to save my money and what she said about his character, what happened with us and how he sabotaged things made more sense than the fairytales others were feeding me.
Wanderlust, if not already, in time you will probably come to the realization of why this all happened. The people who hurt us the most tend to teach us the most. There’s no rhyme or reason to their actions, other than it served a purpose in your life at that point in time. You may not understand that purpose right now, but someday you will. To this day I am so thankful that I didn’t know about Keen or the other platforms when I went through serious heartbreak a year ago (a heartbreak that lasted 18 months). Keen would have made an already intolerably painful situation ten times worse bc I would have gone bankrupt. Give yourself some praise for being able to pull yourself up and out of this. If you can get through this heartbreak, which you will, I highly doubt you’ll put yourself back into a similar situation. So this is the worst it gets. It’s only going up from here on out.
