@BayPark1
You're right! I think my issue is at some point 'Rejection started breeding Obsession'..and I got obsessed with the thought of being with him, and him! I am realizing that I need to work on myself and need to love myself first, stop rejecting myself and be someone's doormat. I feel really good nowadays, even though I have to see him daily, I feel less obsessed.. and till two weeks back I was calling 20 psychics everyday to see if he will come back, and everyone said he loves you, he likes you (well I don't see that in reality..but oh well..at least made me feel better), and he will come back in April..he is doing some serious thinking.. I almost stopped living in now, and started waiting for April.. and then I joined this group and saw that is pretty generic reply every one gets, so I snapped back into reality..and decided to work on letting him go instead of waiting for him, and now slowly but steadily I am able to let go off these thoughts.. feels sooooooo good to not obsess!
I think I will buy Heal your Life.. it's so funny.. I have been going to Amazon and looking at that book, and wondering if I should buy it or not..but I guess I will now! If I can spend 35 bucks on psychics for only 7-8 minutes, then I this is an investment!
Do you recommend audiobook or paperbook?