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Is anyone else feeling shitty like me
AngelGuided:
CSK, I really don't want to talk to ex right now.
Luckystar:
yeah i dont know about mark i know he is psychic but only time will tell how far off his timing is....
but pt when they tell you sm will be going back and forth between you and the dating world do you find yourself asking the same questions that i do? such as why he is okay without contact for a while or why he doesnt come after you? you would think such a connection would be strong enough to make the guy terrified of losing us..but then again i guess fear is what makes them run in the first place and so i find myself always returning to steve gunns articles.
my reading with seha was definitely therapeutic....she was very soft with me and could tell i was in a lot of pain on the phone. i was suprised at the end of the reading when she asked me if i wanted to have children. i told her i was on the fence about that thinking kids would be too hard for me, but she said i was going to have at least one child and its going to be a boy. now i know these psychics are wrong about some things but they always tell me i am going to have two children (seha just said at least one) and she said the boy is first and this is what the others have told me...that is a bit scary, but i do like when all their predictions overlap. she also saw me returning to school next semester.
positivethoughts:
csk - the going back and forth hurt more then anything. I knew how he felt about me and I couldn't believe he would risk it all. Maryanne explained it well to me. We were running a race at different speeds but that he would catch up to me. Every day I am so frustrated and get pissed at how slowly the re-connection is going. So I know how you feel. For me, I had, and still have, major trust issues to get over (he does too). I am just starting to become aware of my part in the re-connection delay so at least I feel like i have something I can do to help it along. Part of my calling the psychics is that I don't want to be blind sided with something really bad. I'm trying to learn to trust my own intuition to help guide me - not the psychics. But they are my crutch for now as I try and get through this. Hopefully I'm not messing everything up by calling them but I'm trying to do the best I can and get through this time while remaining sane. I am starting to feel like I have a handle on this alittle so hopefully you will get there too.
Now, if he would just friggin call..............
pt
cj:
1st of all pt: lol @ "stalker and stalkees"...guess Im a stalkee lmao..
and yes! I agree that some psychics can read more details ab a person..once the connection is made! and others can see a person coming or read things ab them without having the connection there.
Sigh. who knows anymore whats true or not....and these delayed timelines sure dont help. :-\
Beachgirl333:
well...Im tired of feeling like shit...Im done waiting for my SM. As a matter of fact I dont think he is my Sm anymore...I think he was a tradegy that came into my life for me to realize what an amazing person I am and all that I have to offer someone worthy. I need my Goddess back. I ma done crying for this guy. I had a reading this morning. It was not one I wanted to hear. She said that he knows he has a hold on me and takes advantage of that. He keeps the relationship unbalanced so that he can keep coming back whenever he wants thus giving him control. No....no more! Im done....Im getting my power and control back....screw him...he someone loves you wild horses couldnt keep them away. It is that simple. They know how toget your attention when they want it right! Well then he can put that much determination now or lose me. I cant do this anymore. Three years is enough waiting. he wont grow up. And he is surrounded by people who wont grow mentally pass a high school mentality so he's never going to grow up until he moves out of that environment. This morning I work up feeling empty, lonely, unattractive, unloved. But I realized all this is defined by the lack of attention im getting from him. I cannot give him that much power over me. And the mess up part is that he should be the one waiting to be with me instrad of the other way around. he hurt me. I never did anything to him to deserve to be treated like this. I am a very warm loving generous person with a big heart and he stepped all over my heart ripped it apart, poured acid on it and still kept trying to rip it apart. And I was willing to give him my heart again. because I am a forgiving person. But I also realize I dont deserve to be punished....I didnt do anything to him. I was faithful the whole time. He seems to give the girls who cheat more attention but then again he knows they wont last in his life. he doesnt want anyone long term.
So today i start a new chapter in my life. I will be falling in love with me again! I need to focus on me and all the things that I love to do. Summer is coming up and I want to have fun. Im so tired of feeling sad and crying over this person who has absolutely nothing to offer me accept heartbreak. I have waste so much money getting readings to hear yes he loves you ...youre the one he wants to be with or....no forget about him. its too confusing and I have to go with the present moment. And right now he is not knocking my door down. I will be back to work next week and I need to be strong and have a strong presense when he sees me.
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